The Lady of the Rings
Rating: R for violence
Author: eena_angel 2001
Summary: crossover between Buffy and Lord of the Rings movie
Disclaimer: I don’t own any rights to any of the characters.
Three Rings for the Elven-kings under the sky,
Seven for the Dwarf-lords in their halls of stone,
Nine for Mortal Men doomed to die,
One for the Dark Lord on his dark throne
In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.
One Ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them,
One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them
In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.
(Excerpt from the book of the Lost Angel)
The Shadows will menace until the arrival of the Lady Firelight
A warrior sorceress too brilliant to defy,
Brought to set all things right,
Even in the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie,
A timeless beauty too strong to fight.
One Lady to aid them, One Lady to guide them,
One Lady to save them and from the darkness free them
To bear to Middle Earth a lasting peace and light.
Chapter One
Willow tossed and turned, wrenching the bed sheets into an intricate
puzzle around her. Sweat beads formed on her forehead. To Dawn it seemed
like the redhead was in some form of inner combat with herself. Not that it
was something new; Willow had been in an inner conflict since "it" happened.
Dawn sighed and turned towards the staircase. That night had
shattered her faith in Willow. Not in the forever, "I’ll never trust you
again" kind of way. But in the "Willow is not perfect, even she will make
mistakes" kind of way. It was strange to think about, not to mention scary.
After Buffy died, Willow had been her rock. She had taken care of
everything, taken care of everyone- even Spike. Willow thought no one knew
that she visited the vampire in his crypt every night during the summer.
Dawn knew, she knew Willow was a caring person who couldn’t stand by while
another silently despaired. Willow was never selfish, until the whole thing
with Rack.
Dawn shuddered. The look on Willow’s face that night had scared her
down to her core. And it made her angry. Not angry at Willow, not angry at
Buffy, but angry with herself. How could she have not noticed? Willow was
drowning in her magic and Dawn had been clueless. After all the time Willow
spent taking care of her, looking out for her, being her family when there
was no one else left, Dawn thought she should have noticed. She should have
taken care of Willow, but she didn’t and Willow fell.
Dawn shook her head. Too many sad thoughts, she needed happy ones
now. Dawn may have failed to help Willow before, but that ended now. She
would care for Willow like Willow had done for her. And she would start
with breakfast.
**
Willow gasped and shot up in her bed. Her bed sheets were twisted
around her body and she was sweating. Her mind raced with images that made
no sense to her. Tall, beautiful people from different places calling out
to one another, sending power out to one another. Willow felt it string
between them, had felt their desperate hope behind it. The magic spread out
and along the borders of something quite dark, something very evil.
Willow pressed a hand to her forehead. The withdrawal from magic
had left her with many sleepless nights plagued with never ending
nightmares, but this was different. It was like a pulling deep within her;
she wanted to rush out to those people. They needed her.
Sighing, Willow extradited herself from the sheets and climbed off
her bed. Not even in her sleep was she normal. No, she had to dream of
strange people and magic. Strange beautiful people, at least in her
opinion. The pointy ears may offend others.
**
"Is it secret? Is it safe?!" implored the gray bearded man,
shaking his young charge.
Wordlessly the youth ploughed through his belongings and withdrew
the "it" in question. An envelope bearing a simple and alluring ring.
**
Willow plodded into the kitchen, taking in with alarm the utter
chaos within.
"Um, Dawnie," she ventured timidly. The young girl looked over from
her position at the stove. "What are you doing?"
"I’m making you breakfast, silly," replied Dawn, eyes twinkling
happily. "You looked kind of tired in your bed so I decided to whip up some
deliciously invigorating food."
Willow smiled at the teenager. "This deliciously invigorating food
wouldn’t happen to be Dawnie’s famous peanut butter and banana quesidilla,
would it?"
Dawn laughed lightly. "No, that whole experiment was bonkers. But
I’m still holding to the fact that spatulas are for losers." Whistling
cheerfully, the young girl turned back to her stove.
Willow glanced over her shoulder and grinned. Dawn was making
blueberry pancakes, Willow’s favorite. She looked at the would be chef and
tears began pricking her eyes. She didn’t deserve such attention. She
nearly killed Dawn in her magically induced state. Dawn shouldn’t be making
her breakfast; it should be the other way around.
Just as Willow was getting ready to take over the whole process, the
back door was wrenched open. A smoking blanketed individual ran inside and
slammed the door shut again. Cursing profusely, Spike threw off his blanket
and began shutting all the blinds in the room.
Willow and Dawn exchanged amused looks. Spike’s morning visits were
always interesting, to say the least. Willow swore the vampire had some
sort of death by fire wish. It was the only explanation for his daily
suicidal visitations. Well, only reason besides his identically suicidal
obsession with the Slayer.
"’Ello luvs, what’s the what?"
Willow smirked at the British vamp settling down at the kitchen
table. "You know Spike," she started amusingly, "most vampires wait for a
time in the day that won’t end in their spontaneous combustion to visit
their friends."
Dawn nodded her head in agreement. "It was what Angel did," she
added.
Spike scowled at the mention of his grandsire. "Like the bloody
poof knows anything about being a normal vampire. He’s the most abnormal
vampire in existence."
"Present company excluded?" Willow asked.
Spike smiled his wolfish smile. "I was never normal Red."
"Well Spike," Dawn said, turning back to her cooking station.
"You’re just in time for blueberry pancakes."
Willow moved next to Dawn. "Sweetie, let me do that," Willow
insisted. "You sit down and I’ll have them ready in a jiffy."
"Nuh uh," Dawn refused, situating herself between Willow and the
food. "You spent all night have withdrawal nightmares, you sit and relax."
"Withdrawal nightmares?" Spike frowned at the redhead. "I thought
you said you were over those."
"I am over those," Willow turned to Dawn. "What makes you think I
was having withdrawal nightmares?"
Dawn looked sadly over at her friend. "You kept me up all night,"
she whispered quietly. "You were tossing and turning, not to mention
sweating and whimpering. It freaked me out. Even after I climbed into bed
with you, the nightmare continued."
Spike glanced over at Willow. "Red, if you’re having more
nightmares, it’s okay to tell us. We want to help."
Willow looked between the two, tears welling up in her eyes. She
didn’t deserve such good friends. She smiled sadly at them.
"You guys shouldn’t worry. It wasn’t the withdrawal, it was just a
regular nightmare," she frowned slightly at that. "Actually, it wasn’t a
regular nightmare. I’m not quite sure it even qualifies as a nightmare. It
was just random images floating through my mind, they made me uneasy."
"What was it about?"
Willow frowned again. "I’m not sure. There were these people and
darkness. It was like they wanted me to stop the darkness or something,"
she giggled uneasily at that remark. "Me save them? Yeah right, Buffy’s
the saver. I’m just the saver’s assistant."
The three of them laughed over the last comment. Dawn turned
happily back to the stove, after shooing Willow away from the breakfast.
Willow settled down next to Spike, absently shaking her head, a light smile
on her face. Spike grinned knowingly and winked at Willow. It was a "Don’t
worry, we’re all a bit strange" wink. He cast a quick glance over the room.
"So, when’s the Slayer getting up?"
**
"Get off the road!"
At that cry, the four youngsters clamored off the path, concealing
themselves in the trunk of a fallen tree. They murmured quietly amongst
themselves, but stilled when they heard the approaching horse.
One dared to look up. Through the cracks in the wood, he saw the
black horse and the steeled boot of the rider. A chill went through him.
The rider was after him, and he was stuck right under its nose.
**
"So, when’s the Slayer gonna be back?"
Willow and Dawn groaned simultaneously. Spike had spent the entire
day waiting for Buffy’s return. He had accompanied them to the grocery
store (in the middle of the afternoon mind you. The cashier nearly had a
heart attack when Spike came smoking in).
He followed them to the movie store and to the pizza parlor. He
stayed in front of the television with them while they went through movie
after movie after movie. All the while asking questions about Buffy.
"Spike," Willow growled threateningly. "I like you and I think this
crush you have on Buffy is way adorable, but if you ask one more question
about her, I am going to stake to you."
"That goes double for me," Xander added, walking into the room with
Anya at his side.
Dawn brightened at the sight of the new arrivals. "What brings you
guys over?"
"Well, Willow told me about the vast amount of movies you rented so
figured we would come over and watch them. Especially since you already
paid for them and we will have to expend no money for the entertainment,"
Anya stated matter-of-factly.
Xander grimaced at his soon to be wife. "Anh, next time just say we
felt like visiting some friends."
Anya frowned. "But that would be lying. I really wanted to have
orgasms, but you’re always so tired after work. I figured a movie marathon
would give you time to recover your strength so we could then-"
"Don’t say it!" Willow hastily interrupted. "Don’t say it Anya. I
don’t need that visual while watching movies."
Anya shrugged and plopped down beside Spike. An embarrassed Xander
settled down next to her, his face red from her comments.
"So," he started. "How’s goes everything at the casa de Slayer?"
"Can’t complain," Willow answered. "And as for your real question,
I am fine. Magic free for 45 days and counting."
Xander blushed. "I just worry Wills," he muttered.
"I know," she sighed. The sound of a car pulling into the driveway
averted everyone’s attention. Spike jumped up nervously.
"So, the Slayer’s finally home," he babbled.
Willow looked at him in mirth. He looked like an anxious
fifteen-year-old boy awaiting the arrival of the prettiest girl in school.
He looked like Jesse use to, right before Cordelia entered a room.
Dawn started to rise when she became overwhelmed by dizziness.
Something wasn’t right.
"Willow?" she called out hesitantly. The redhead turned around and
stared. Dawn was glowing, she was glowing a strange blue color.
"Guys!" Willow shrieked. The others turned to face Dawn, stopping
in their tracks.
The key had been activated.
**
Willow was becoming frantic. Anya raced outside to get Buffy.
Xander and Spike were moving Dawn to lie on the couch. Willow turned to the
living room table, reaching for the research books lying on it.
Then she felt it. The pull, the one from her dream. Only it wasn’t
mental, it was physical.
She turned to her friends. Buffy and Anya had come back in, Buffy
hysterical over her sister.
"GUYS!" Willow screamed again. Everyone snapped their heads her
way. Spike started moving to her.
Willow tried to move towards him, but the pull wrenched her away.
She flew backwards a few feet. The room quieted. Willow turned pleading
eyes on her friends. Spike moved forward again and again Willow was thrown
back.
"Willow!" Came the scream from Dawn. The blue glow was leaving
her; it was rushing towards the redhead. It gathered behind her, forming a
swirling blue hole.
Time stopped. Willow faced the hole and knew, it was here for her.
She turned back to her friends. She saw fear etched on their faces. Spike
had vamped out. Growling he charged towards his friend.
Willow felt the pull ripping through her. She let out a wordless
scream as she was wrenched backwards into the hole. The last thing she saw
were her friends, rushing over to the hole.
And then, all was black.
Chapter Two
Willow was aware of the falling. In her mind it lasted forever, but
in reality maybe only a few minutes. The blue glow vanished and Willow fell
to the ground in a heap.
Ground, she was on ground. Brushing dirt away from her face, she
came to the conclusion it was an outdoorsy kind of ground. Her head ached,
throbbed, pulsed, and all those other words that describe shooting pains in
one’s head. Unfortunately for Willow, it seemed to be doing all those
actions at once. Dimly she heard voices above her.
"Where’d she come from?" Came the lightly accented whisper. Willow
frowned into the dirt. Scottish? Irish? Both? Something European at
least.
"What do we do with her?" Came another whisper.
"I do not know, we have other problems on top of a strange person
falling out of the sky."
"Look at that hair, never seen a color like that before. Not on a
mortal head, anyways."
"You think she’s an Elf?"
"Nah, her ears are normal enough. This here is a Woman."
"Mister Frodo, don’t you think we should be moving along. No
offense to the young lass, but we do have the black riders to worry about."
"Sam’s right. We must get to Buckleberry Ferry, and soon. But we
can’t just leave her here. What if the black riders do come? What if they
harm her? I wouldn’t be able to live knowing that Sam."
"Then wake her up and bring her along. Come Pippin, help me with
the lady."
Willow heard shuffling noises. She looked ahead and saw four pairs
of big hairy feet, two of which were moving slowly towards her. Willow
looked up and saw the most astonishing thing she had ever seen. And since
she’s lived on the Hellmouth her entire life that was saying a lot.
The big hairy feet were attached to small bodies. They couldn’t
have been more than 3 ft tall. They had small pug like bodies and heads
full of curly mops of hair.
Willow had always prided herself on being a rational being. So she
did the most rational thing she could think of. She freaked.
"Whoa! Whoa!" She cried, crab walking backwards from the
approaching . . . Whatever-they-weres. Her back hit a tree and she
continued moving until she was upright.
"Little midgets with big feet who speak with European accents," she
stated hysterically. "I must be dreaming again."
The four creatures looked at her quizzically. They were really
adorable, but their presence was just not calming Willow in any aspect.
"Yup, must be dreaming," she repeated frantically. "Dreams are full
of unexplainable things, non rational things. The subconscious is a tricky
thing, pulling images out of left field. Of course, if you listen to Freud,
the so-called expert on subconscious, he’d say that this is significant. So
you gotta wonder what my subconscious is telling me with four munchkins with
big hairy feet. And I can assure you it is not my biological clock because
I just turned 21."
The four creatures stared at her in wonderment. Willow ignored them
and continued on with her babble.
"Of course, who’s to say Freud had all the answers. It’s just like
Spike always says: ‘It’s not an internal urge so much as being fucked up in
the head’. And Spike’s lived longer than Freud, so he has the advantage of
experience. Of course there is always Angel who is a good 125 years older
than Spike. He’d probably say it’s just because of the stress from
withdrawal. Yeah, that’s it! I’m stressed from the tensions of withdrawal.
It’s making me dream the funky," Willow spat out, running out of breath.
The four creatures still stared. Willow stared back. It might have
continued on this way if it hadn’t been for that weird guy dressed in black
jumping into the fray with his possibly psychotic horse.
The four little ones panicked and fled. Willow watched them run off
into the night, before realizing only three had done so. She turned back to
the rider. He had cut off one of the little ones and was trying to corner
him.
"Mister Frodo, come on!" Came the cry from the others. Willow
looked up at the rider and in an instant knew. This guy was bad, and he was
going to hurt the midgets. Squaring her shoulders, Willow did the only
thing she could think of.
She grabbed the reins of the horse and then deftly punched the horse
in the mouth. The animal wailed and spun around frantically.
Wasting no time, Willow grabbed the remaining midget and took off in
the direction his friends had gone. She heard the rider recover and take up
the chase. She ran faster. Soon, a small dock came into view. The other
midgets had climbed onto a raft and were slowly separating themselves from
the dock.
"Hurry! Hurry!" They cried.
Willow scaled the fence before the dock in a single leap. Thank God
Spike thought it necessary for her to train like the Slayer.
She sped down the dock and then jumped. Her, her midget, and
another midget were knocked onto the floor of the raft. Willow dared a
glance back. The black rider had stopped at the edge of the dock. He
turned around and galloped away; joining two others just like him.
"How long to the nearest crossing?" Asked her midget.
"Brandywine Bridge," replied one of the rowing midgets. "Twenty
miles."
"Twenty miles, eh?" Willow repeated. The midgets looked over at
her. "That should be enough time for you guys to explain exactly what is
going on."
**
The five odd companions huddled in the dark of the trees. Frodo,
the mid- no the hobbit with the dark hair, stared across the street. There
a looming wooden gate separated them from the town of Bree.
"Come on," he whispered urgently. The group trotted across the
road. Willow wrapped the cloaked loaned to her tightly around herself. It
only came down to mid-thigh, but it was better than nothing. She and the
hobbits agreed having her roam around in her green leather pants and light
green tank top would have brought about unwanted attention. Well, more
unwanted attention, considering they would be getting some. Four hobbits
and one human girl together as a group is more than likely to turn a few
heads.
Frodo knocked on the wooden door. There was some shuffling, two
peepholes opened in succession.
"What do you want?" Came a gruff, squeaky kind of voice.
"We’ve come to stay at the Prancing Pony Inn," Frodo replied.
The door swung open and an old looking man with wet, stringy gray
hair stood before them.
"Four hobbits and a mortal girl," he exclaimed. "What business have
you in the town of Bree."
"We’re making for the inn," Willow replied evenly. She gave the man
her best resolve face. "Our business is our business."
The guard moved aside and ushered them in, all the while
apologizing. "I meant no offence lass, it’s me job to ask questions.
There’s talk of strange folk running around these parts."
Willow nodded absently at him and followed the hobbits into the
city. This whole place was full of strange folk, at least to Willow.
During the raft ride down the river, the hobbits had told her much about
this place Middle Earth. Middle Earth. Middle of what exactly?
Willow shook the thoughts out of her head. No use mind babbling on
it. She had related much of her story to the hobbits, much more than what
Frodo had told her. Willow knew he and Sam were keeping a secret, she just
didn’t know what. She didn’t push it, not like she told them about her last
joyride into the black arts. No, secrets were fine. No harm done by them
and Willow really needed the hobbits. She was in a strange and foreign
place, most likely a parallel universe. She needed all the help she could
get. And help is what the hobbits promised her.
"Gandalf will help you," Frodo had ascertained. "He knows lots of
magic, he’ll help you."
So here she was, in Bree, heading to the Prancing Pony Inn with four
hobbits and about to meet a gray bearded wizard. Yup, Willow was one lucky
girl.
She felt a tugging on her sleeve. She looked down at Pippin Took.
He motioned towards a large hanging sign. The Prancing Pony Inn. She
smiled down at him, took his hand and walked towards the entrance. Maybe
she could be home within the hour. Yeah right.
Inside Frodo was speaking with the barkeep. "Gandalf, yes I
remember him," the barkeep was saying. "Gray beard, pointy hat. Haven’t
seen him in six months."
Frodo turned confused and scared eyes on the rest of his group.
Willow frowned. No magical wizard, this was not good.
**
They were seated at a table, their rooms had yet to be prepared.
The five had insisted on Willow rooming with them. It raised a few
eyebrows, but they didn’t care. They had no Gandalf and would be damned if
they got separated at the Inn.
And so they ate. They really really ate. Willow was astounded.
She had been starving when they arrived and yet the hobbits had individually
consumed twice as much food as she had. It boggled her mind.
Sam had noticed her wonderment and happily told her Hobbits were a
food loving people. And since the barkeep kept bringing the food without a
hint of astonishment, Willow decided it must be a well-known fact hobbits
ate like no tomorrow. As she was trying to seem as if she fit in, she did
her best to ignore the food consumed by the little ones.
Instead she decided to concentrate on the strange man sitting in the
dark corner on the other side of the room. He had been watching them,
really watching them. Not in the "what are four hobbits and a girl doing
hanging out together" way either. It was like he was appraising them.
Merry came back to the table, with a huge jug of what Willow knew
had to be some form of alcohol. Pippin looked over at him in shock.
"What’s that?" he inquired.
"This my friend is a pint."
Pippin looked up in earnest. "They come in pints," he squeaked
disbelievingly. His face took on a determined look.
"I’m getting one too," he stated, hastening away from the table.
Willow smiled after him. Pippin was a hoot. However, she still had
the strange man in the corner to worry about.
"Frodo," she drew the young hobbits attention. "That man in the far
corner has been watching us for a good half an hour."
Frodo looked up concerned. He stopped the passing barkeep and
inquired about the man.
The barkeep looked over and turned to them with a grave face. "He’s
one of those Rangers. Don’t know his real name, but in these parts they
call him Strider." With that the barkeep moved away, as if he was trying to
visibly distance himself from Strider and his quarry. Willow frowned, this
was getting bad.
All of a sudden, she felt power. Great, evil power. It overflowed
her senses.
She closed her eyes, it was dark magic. And it repulsed her. She
looked up and saw Frodo, sitting with his eyes closed, as if he were
listening to a far off voice.
The dark magic was calling him, and he looked about ready to answer.
Willow reached across the table and pinched the hobbit’s nose. He
gave a yelp and stared at her in confusion. Merry and Sam were staring at
her too. She stayed focused on Frodo.
"Whatever it is Frodo, I want you to ignore it," she instructed.
The hobbit looked at her in wonder and a bit of shame. "It’s not your fault
it’s enticing, but you need to resist it. No good can come from whatever it
is."
Merry looked between the two. He started to open his mouth when
Pippin’s voice wafted over to them.
"Baggins? Of course I know a Baggins. Frodo Baggins, he’s right
over there. He’s me cousin twice removed on his mother’s side . . ." Frodo
rushed over to Pippin, pulling his arm and stopping Pippin’s free flowing
words.
In an instant all went wrong. Willow saw Frodo slip, saw his hand
go up, saw the twinkling of a gold ring, saw the ring land right on Frodo’s
finger, and then saw Frodo vanish.
The minute the ring landed on Frodo’s finger, Willow felt woozy. It
was like being hit with a ton of bricks.
The inn was in chaos. Merry, Pippin, and Sam were frantically
searching for Frodo. Willow shut and opened her eyes.
Frodo she thought. I want to see Frodo.
And instantly there he was. He was confused, lost, and in black and
white. Willow rose to her feet.
In her mind she heard a screeching wail, she knew the black riders
were on their way. She had to get to Frodo.
She watched as he wrenched the ring off his finger and became
visible to others again. She felt a moment’s relief. Then Strider grabbed
Frodo by the shoulder and began propelling him up the stairs. She ran after
them.
Up a flight of stairs and to a door, Willow followed quietly behind
the Ranger and Frodo. She knelt down to the door, ears straining to hear.
" . . . That is no trinket you carry," came an unknown voice.
Willow presumed it was Strider and he was in front of the door.
"I know not of what you speak," Frodo replied. Willow’s heart
ached, he sounded scared. He also sounded far from the door.
"I think you do," came Strider again. Willow looked around
desperately. She needed a weapon, any weapon. Her eyes feel on a staff,
resting against a far wall.
That was convenient, she thought. She felt more confident with it
in her hands. The staff was the one weapon Buffy had finished training her
on. Spike also gave her handy tips on how to fight dirty with one. Yeah
she was killer with a staff.
Hearing noises on the stairs, she turned her head. She watched as
the three remaining hobbits barged into the room where Strider had Frodo.
"LET HIM GO OR I’LL HAVE YOU LONGSHANKS!!" Willow heard Sam
threaten.
"You have a stout heart for a hobbit," came Strider’s amused reply.
Willow waited until she heard the Ranger sheath his sword. He was still
directly in front of the door. The hobbits began shying away from it.
Willow saw his shadow extend into the hall. Taking a deep breath, Willow
charged.
Strider didn’t know what hit him. In three or fours moves, Willow
had the larger man stunned and on the floor. She implanted her staff into
his midsection and placed her foot on his sword hilt. The Ranger looked up
at her with astonished eyes, she returned his look with one of sheer malice.
"Move and I’ll break your neck," she informed him evenly. Strider
looked over at the smiling and cheering hobbits. Then he grinned.
"So, you have hired someone to protect you then?" Strider asked
amusingly. Willow wasn’t amused; she applied more pressure on his
midsection. Strider grimaced and turned to Frodo.
The young hobbit smiled and placed a hand on Willow’s arm. "He’s
okay," Frodo stated, gently pushing the redhead off her opponent. Willow
turned skeptic eyes on her companion.
"He really is," Frodo insisted. "He could have killed me and taken
the ring, but he didn’t. And he seems to know what’s going on, a bit more
than me perhaps."
Willow turned to stare at Strider, who was slowly picking himself up
off the floor. She turned back to Frodo.
"Are you sure?" Frodo nodded. Willow shrugged, propped the staff
against the wall, and turned back to Strider. This time with a smile on her
face.
"So, what’s the plan?"
Strider continued to stare at her.
**
Willow slept fitfully. It was horrible. Whenever she closed her
eyes, she saw a looming tower. At it’s base was seeming chaos. It looked
like someone had tried to recreate Hell. There was darkness, fire, and loud
bangs. On top of the tower, Willow saw an old man sitting still, whispering
to a butterfly caught in his hand. Suddenly he released it, and Willow was
filled with a deep sense of relief.
And then she felt them. The black riders, she felt them enter the
town, enter the inn, enter a room, and heard their loud frustrated wailing.
She jerked awake, upsetting the hobbits piled around her. They grumbled and
moaned as alertness started to creep into their minds. Willow jumped out of
bed and moved to the window.
Strider followed her with his eyes until she reached his side. Then
he looked out across the street. Willow followed his gaze to a window
across the street. The black riders were there, and they were ripping the
room to shreds with their swords.
Willow swallowed hard. It was the room the barkeep had rented them.
She watched wordlessly as the riders emerged from the inn, mounted
their horses, and rode away. When they were out of sight, she looked at
Strider, her worry etched clearly on her face.
"What are they?" she heard Frodo ask. She turned back to the bed
and saw the hobbits now wide-awake and scared. Willow walked back over to
them and enveloped the four into one hug. She glanced at Strider over their
heads. He nodded at her.
"They are the nine," he started slowly. "The old kings of men,
given the nine rings of power by Sauron the deceiver. Their greed consumed
them and he made them slaves to his will. They are Ringwraiths, neither
living nor dead and always drawn towards the ring."
Willow nodded to herself. The hobbits had become quite uneasy, she
wrapped her arms more tightly around them. She didn’t have a clue what the
ring was, and why the riders wanted it. She did know that they would kill
for it. She looked over at Strider, determination in her green eyes.
"They will not get any of my friends while I’m around," she
promised. She looked pointedly at Strider. "When do we leave?"
Chapter Three
They walked. For days and days they walked. They walked far away
from the normal travel roads. Strider seemed to know his way around the
forest quite well.
Willow wasn’t sure why, but she trusted him. Even though she
knocked on flat on his ass the first time she met him, Willow trusted him.
It was just a feeling, kind of like she knew him. Maybe not knew him, but
knew his type.
Tall, dark, and silent, Strider reminded her of Angel. Hell, his
brooding alone could rival Angel’s. It gave the whole bizarre situation an
air of familiarity. His mannerisms were very Angelic.
"Come on," Strider’s voice broke through her thoughts. "We need to
get moving. We do not have time to stop."
Pippin looked up at him. "No stopping. What about breakfast?"
Strider stared at him. "You just had breakfast."
"What about second breakfast?" Pippin asked indignantly.
Strider shook his head and disappeared behind some rocks.
Merry patted Pippin on the shoulder. "I don’t think he knows about
second breakfast."
Pippin looked alarmed. "What about 11ses, brunch, lunch, snack
time, tea time, dinner, and supper? Does he know about them?"
Merry shook his head. "Don’t count on it." Pippin looked about
ready to cry. Willow heard a rustling and saw an apple go flying through
the air. Merry caught it deftly and handed it to Pippin. Another one came
whizzing by seconds later and belted Pippin in the head.
Yeah, Strider had a few Angel-like qualities. It made him seem so
much trustworthier than he had proved to be. But then again, Willow has
always been painfully partial to Angel, him having saved her life numerous
times and her having restored his soul.
However, the trust wasn’t uniform throughout the group.
Sam nudged Frodo and Willow. "Are you two sure we can trust him?"
Frodo shrugged. "We have to."
"But where is he leading us?" Sam needled.
"To Rivendell Sam," came Strider’s reply.
Damn, the guy had ears like a, uh, a, well a vampire. It just added
to his Angel-ness.
"Rivendell, did ya hear that? We’re going to see the Elves."
Willow stopped dead in her tracks.
"THERE ARE ELVES?!"
**
They walked some more. The Elves were pretty far away. The Elves,
still wrapping her mind around that one.
Anyway, with the walking, Willow was sure they would be walking to
the end of her days. Hell, she was pretty sure she had walked far enough
that at home, she would have been in L.A. by now.
Home, it made her heart hurt to think of home. In her mind’s eye,
all she could see was the look on Spike’s face as he tried to reach her in
time. The horror on Buffy’s face, the blind panic on Xander’s, and the pain
on Dawn’s. She can still hear Anya screaming in refusal, trying to deny
what they all felt when the hole opened. It had come for Willow. She
wasn’t sure how or why, but it had come for her.
"Look," Strider commanded, stopping suddenly. He pointed to the top
of a nearby cliff. Willow followed his direction. A set of ruins lay on
top of the cliff. "The guard tower of Amon Sul."
"It’s very pretty," Willow offered. "I mean, yeah all broken down
but still very pretty. And the whole ruin-iness of the place kind of adds
to a classical theme. Very cool. Sorry, I’m rambling again."
The hobbits smiled at her. They had gotten use to her babbling,
thought it was endearing. Strider was still unaccustomed to it and had
difficulty understanding her use of words. He had once asked her what
language she was speaking. Not in a rude way, but in a confused, trying
desperately to understand way. Willow assured him she knew proper English,
but almost always reverted to Willow-Speak.
Willow-Speak. She smiled faintly at the thought. Her tendency to
babble had existed all her life. When they were younger, Jesse and Xander
had officially declared it Willow-Speak. They went as far as to say they
were translators of the obscure form of English. Once, for a creative
writing project, they wrote a translating dictionary. She still had a copy
of it in her room. It was endearing, and covered with pictures of her,
Jesse, and Xander. After Jesse’s death, she had it laminated so it wouldn’t
get ruined.
It was in her desk drawer, on top of the stationary Buffy had given
her. From the desk of Willow Rosenburg, Queen of Babble. All of it was at
home, the one place she so desperately wanted to be. The one place she
couldn’t reach, not on her own.
She prayed to whatever gods were listening. Please or please, let
me return home. I need my family.
**
"We camp here tonight," Strider informed them. "Here " was a
crevice on the cliff below the watchtower. It looked warm and comfy enough.
Strider gathered them all around. He threw down a bundle, untying
to reveal five sheathed swords. He handed them out one by one. "Keep them
close," he instructed. "I’m going to take a look around."
With that, he left. Yup, he really reminded Willow of Angel.
Before the similarities had been comforting. But now, though still
comforting, the resemblance was nagging at her. Like it demanded she
recognize something that was right in front of her. But, for the life of
her, Willow had no idea what she was supposed to know. It was there, in the
corner of her mind, nudging her. It was bloody annoying.
Willow grimaced. "Great, now I’m starting to sound like Spike in my
mind," she muttered unhappily. She really missed the bleached blonde idiot.
She really missed them all. It was enough to make her cry.
Picking up on the fact that something was wrong, the hobbits
gathered around their human friend, returning the comfort she had been
giving throughout the whole ordeal. Willow smiled softly, tears coming down
her cheeks.
"I’m so lost," she whispered to them.
**
Sleep wasn’t getting any easier.
Every time she closed her eyes, she saw the tower and its prisoner.
The prisoner seemed to be fine, that wasn’t what was bothering her. It was
what was going on at the base of the tower, in the man made trenches dug all
around it. There were things toiling in those trenches. Willow had no idea
what they were, but they were nastier than a chaos demon. And they were
making something, a really bad something.
In her mind, Willow saw it move. Whatever it was, it shot its arm
out and strangled the life out of one its makers. A tall white man stood in
front of it, seemingly commanding it. Willow saw it climb out of some
mucus, it stood up.
Well, it wasn’t as nasty as the others, but as for scary. Well,
Willow was pretty sure she would rather French kiss the Judge before even
venturing near this thing.
And what was with all the smoke?
Wait a minute? Smoke?
Willow wrestled with awareness, blinking her eyes rapidly. Frodo
jumped up and raced to the fire the other three hobbits had built.
"Put it out you fools!" he cried, stamping the fire out with his
feet.
Willow scrambled out of her blankets. The hobbits were peering over
the edge of the crevice, but Willow didn’t need to. The Ringwraiths were
back, she felt them.
"Get your swords," she ordered. She gathered the hobbits all
together and made for the ruins of the watchtower. They fumbled onto the
pavilion, Willow kept the hobbits all behind her. They came, five of them,
swords drawn and intent on the ring.
Willow braced herself and charged. Out of the corner of her eye,
she saw one wraith slip past and knock Sam out. She turned to help, but the
others forcibly pushed her out of the way. Willow slammed into a column and
fell in a heap.
She saw Frodo fall underneath the approaching figures. He pulled
out the ring and slipped it on his finger. A wave of raw power radiated
from him, it made Willow ill. She hefted the sword in her hand. Buffy had
taught her the basics, Spike again had taught her how to use it dirtily, but
she’d feel better with a mace. Or a staff, or a crossbow. Or her magic.
MAGIC. It was her only hope. She closed her eyes and willed herself to see
Frodo.
When she saw him, all Latin fled her brain. The leader of the
wraiths raised a dagger high. Willow leapt to her feet and ran. Sword
flying, limbs striking out, Willow ran to her friend. She led a few away,
but they regrouped. The leader knocked her sword away. She spun into a
roundhouse kick.
It landed, that’s the good news.
The bad news, it put her into an awkward position.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw another wraith raise a dagger
towards Frodo. She gave up on offence; she flung herself on top of the
still invisible hobbit.
The dagger went into her shoulder. It was fire and ice at the same
time, a blinding pain.
Willow screamed.
She heard sounds of a fight. She couldn’t make out much, the pain
was too much, but she knew. She knew Strider had arrived. At least the
hobbits would be safe.
The wraiths were screaming and fleeing. Strider was driving them
back. She felt the last one leave the watchtower.
The hobbits were in a panic. Frodo had removed the ring and wrapped
his visible arms around Willow. She opened her eyes, saw his tear streaked
face. There was fear there, so much fear. Fear like Dawn’s, the night she
had let her magic overtake her. Willow wanted to cry, she needed to cry,
but that wouldn’t help matters.
Strider’s face came into view. He looked at her wound, picked up
the offending dagger. It disintegrated in his hands. Willow figured that
was a bad sign.
Strider was saying something, but she couldn’t make it out. He
picked her up and began carrying her. Her last thought before slipping into
unconsciousness was how much this reminded her of the time Angel had saved
her from Marcy the invisible girl. Except this time, Willow doubted she was
going to make it.
**
Willow wasn’t aware of much. When she came back to herself, she
usually heard the hobbits in hysterics. Willow wished she could comfort
them. But she didn’t have the hope or the energy to do so.
It was funny. Willow always knew she was going to die. It was
inevitable, being a mortal girl and all. She knew she would die fighting
evil, and the wraiths were evil. But somehow, she always thought she would
die on her own plane of existence.
Images were floating around her mind. The prisoner of the tower,
jumping off onto the back of a bird and being flown away.
Way to go old guy.
Suddenly, Willow became aware of another’s presence. She turned her
head. A beautiful woman rode into the clearing. She was dressed in white,
but that was probably an illusion. No one rode around in the forest in
white silk gowns.
The woman spoke. Willow made out a little.
"Hello firelight . . . My name is Arwen . . . Mustn’t . . . shadows
. . . Come back into the light."
It was in another language. Willow didn’t get it all, but she got
the gist. However, she was in little position to comply. The shadows were
coming closer and closer.
She felt herself being lifted. She placed on a horse that much she
could tell. She could make out little of what was said around her.
"We must get her to my father’s house . . ."
" . . . She needs Elfish medicine . . . "
"I want to go with her . . . It’s my fault . . . I won’t stay behind
. . ."
"There’s five behind you . . . I’m the faster rider . . ."
" . . . Ride hard . . ."
Willow was jiggled a bit. Someone was placed in front of her. A
hobbit, probably Frodo. He had a huge guilt complex concerning her wound.
Another behind her, it wasn’t Strider. She felt that much, it was the
woman, Arwen. Dimly, Willow began to wonder how she came to "feel" Strider.
It made no sense, like her compulsive comparison between him and Angel.
Willow heard Arwen whisper to her horse. She was filling it with
magic; Willow felt it flow from the woman to the beast. And they took off.
**
They were being chased, she could tell that much. The riders had
come up from behind them. She felt them, they wanted the ring and they
wanted her. The ring she could understand, but what was this obsession with
her? It made her head hurt, and that was a welcome change from the hurt in
her shoulder.
She heard Frodo’s voice, he was panicked. The poor darling. He was
petrified. She turned her head, she saw a wraith. It extended a steeled
hand towards her, she snarled at it.
Arwen’s magic was flowing through the horse, but it wasn’t enough.
Willow was prepared to die; she wasn’t prepared to have her two companions
follow her into death.
She placed a hand on the horse’s neck. Willow focused on her magic,
that energy deep within her. She had been trying to stop doing spells, and
this technically wasn’t a spell.
She fed the horse her magic. Sent her energy into the beast, and it
worked. The horse quickened its speed. Willow became aware of water
splashing at its feet. They jerked to a halt. Arwen drew her sword and
faced the wraiths.
" . . . Give . . ."
" . . . want them, come and claim them."
Willow didn’t like the sound of that. She felt Arwen draw her
power, but it was weakened from feeding the horse. Willow grabbed the
woman’s hand and fed her magic through her.
It was enough.
The water’s roar became loader. Willow lifted her head. She saw
the wraiths being swept away by a tidal wave, water taking the form of
raging steeds.
It was interesting.
Willow felt herself grow weak. Frodo began to panic once more.
Honestly, that boy wasn’t going to live a long life until he gets those
nerves of his under control.
She was lifted off the horse and embraced. She felt the comfort of
Frodo and the prayers of Arwen.
". . . please Willow . . . Don’t go, we’re almost there. Just . .
."
Willow began to gasp rapidly.
" . . . Whatever grace is in me, let it pass onto her . . ."
And then there was black.
Chapter Four
Willow was floating, again. She was getting kind of tired of it.
Wasn’t there any other faux sensation out there that would suffice? Why was
it always floating?
It was pure white and she was floating in it. A face came into
view. It was familiar, one of the faces from her original dream. The one
she had at home before the hole sucked her in. The face mumbled in the same
language as Arwen was taken to speaking. Willow was surprised that she
still understood it. It was a healing spell.
The face disappeared and she was still floating.
"Where am I? What’s going on?"
"You are in the house of Elrond," came the answer from an unknown
voice. "And it is ten o’clock in the morning, on October the 24th, if you
want to know."
"October 24th?" Willow repeated. "But it was early February when I
was sucked into the hole. Either I’ve been asleep a long while, or this
isn’t a parallel universe. Cause if it was a parallel universe, we would be
on the same time frame. But as it seems not to be the case, I guess I’m up
shit creek without a paddle."
A rumbling laughter responded to her babbling.
Willow opened her eyes, one at a time. She looked up at a white
ceiling. She was in a bed with white sheets and dressed in a white night
gown. Willow was beginning to detect a pattern.
She looked for the source of the voice. It was an old man dressed
all in gray. He had long gray hair and a long gray beard. This place was
very mono-toned.
There was an intricately designed staff leaning against his chair.
The man himself was smoking a pipe, but the smoke smelled suspiciously of
something other than tobacco. But who was she to judge? And he looked
really familiar.
"You’re the tower prisoner guy!" she blurted out.
The man looked taken back, and then relaxed. "Yes, that was I. I’m
supposing you’re the presence I felt during my confinement."
Willow shrugged. It was entirely possible. How, she wasn’t so
sure. A lot of things in this place made of the non-sense. Like her
feeling the presence of the ring . . .and the Ringwraiths . . .and Strider.
Okay, nothing made sense in this place, foremost being what she was doing
here.
Well, okay. Right now the foremost thing of nonsense was how she
was still alive. Willow had felt herself slip from this world. She looked
at her shoulder. The wound had healed, leaving behind a faint scar on her
shoulder blade. She looked to the old man for answers.
"You are very lucky," he motioned towards her shoulder. "A few more
hours and you would have been beyond our aid. But you are a strangely
strong lass."
"That I am," Willow nodded. Her brow wrinkled into a frown. "And
who are you?"
The man shook his head lightly. "Oh my, forgetting my manners in my
old age," he smiled kindly at her. "Lady Willow, it is my most supreme
honor to you. I am Gandalf the Gray."
Willow’s eyes widened. "You’re Gandalf?" He nodded. "Well, hotdog
am I glad to meet you. Do you know how to get me home?"
His face fell. "No, no. I’m sorry," he spoke sadly. "There is no
way for me to help you home."
Willow felt lost. Her head swam, her eyes blurred. She had been
counting on Gandalf getting her home. Rationally, she knew there might
still be a way. People stronger than Gandalf who could get her home. She
knew it, but in her heart, all hope fled from her.
Then there was a loud bang and heavy footfalls.
"You’re awake!" Screeching unintelligibly, Sam and Frodo bounded
onto her bed. Frodo wrapped his arms around her neck; Sam had her hand in a
death grip. Both looked happy beyond words. Despite her disappointment,
Willow felt their happiness to be infectious. She may be stuck, but she was
alive. And she had her hobbits.
"Hi guys, how are you doin’?"
"How are we?" Frodo repeated incredulously. "You’re the one with
the near fatal wound, and you want to know how we are."
"I don’t think Miss Willow is capable of thinking any selfish
thoughts Mr. Frodo," Sam offered happily from the bedside. Willow hung her
head. If only they knew.
"The hobbits have rarely left your side the entire time," Gandalf
stated.
Sam nodded his head. "We were so worried. Strider too, he was in
here a lot. I don’t know if you remember, but you were not exactly
yourself. We had to set Strider up in a cot in the corner of the room. You
were quite hysterical at points. You kept claiming Strider was some sort of
angel and cried profusely when he left your side."
Willow felt her entire face go red. "I did what?" she squeaked.
Frodo patted her arm reassuringly. "It was only for the first two
days. After that you were soundly asleep, but you mumbled strange things in
your sleep. Something about the dawn, Buffy, Anya, Xander, Giles, even a
Tara, and you kept demanding to have a spike. By the way, what is an
Oz-muttboy?"
Willow wanted to crawl under the sheets and die. She never talked
in her sleep; lord knows what these people heard.
Gandalf smiled at her kindly. "Do not fret needlessly lass. You
were quite ill, you hadn’t a clear mind. Elrond found it difficult, but he
was able to restore you to complete health." Another man appeared at
Gandalf’s side. Willow’s eyes widened again.
The man from her dream!
"YOU!" she shrieked. Frodo and Sam looked alarmed.
Gandalf smiled sadly and the new arrival nodded, affirming her
suspicions. He was tall, regal looking. Long brown hair braided down his
back. And two very pointed ears.
"Welcome to Rivendell, Lady Firelight," the man greeted her. "I am
Elrond and you are safe in my house."
Willow wanted answers, and she wanted them now. However, Pippin and
Merry entered the room and nothing more was said on the topic.
**
Willow entered the library quietly and determinedly. Elrond and
Gandalf were awaiting her. She slipped into the chair opposite the two and
waited.
Her fingers wrapped around the cuffs of the loaned dress she was
wearing. Apparently her own clothes had been taken away to be cleaned while
she was healing. Not knowing how to handle the material, the maids had
shrunk her pants and dyed her shirt. So Arwen had lent her a closet full of
white dresses while the palace seamstresses frantically tried to replace her
clothes. That was interesting in itself. Had she been in a better mood,
Willow would have been joking and snickering at the turn of events.
But humour had left her; she knew she wasn’t likely to return home.
And she wanted to know why.
Willow turned to Elrond, her resolve face firmly in place.
"Explain" came the one word command.
Gandalf shifted uncomfortably at her words, Elrond meet her eyes
steadily.
"Middle Earth was once just Earth," Elrond began. "The mortal race
of man ruled here. And they fought each other horribly. They acknowledged
not the existence of any other beings. They thought themselves superior
above all else. They desired to be superior amongst themselves. They
fought over religion, race, land, ideals, and any other reason they could
think of. Men built vast machines of destruction; they filled the world
with machines and technology. And they ignored the darkness underneath
them. Demons and devils, all intent of wrenching the world from the hands
of men.
A few existed to fight this darkness. From one such was born the
Savior. He closed the gates to Hell and made the world stable. He welcomed
the other creatures men before had loved to ignore. The Elves, the dwarves,
the hobbits, and many others. We established Middle Earth, and for many
years there was peace.
Until Sauron came, he brought darkness to Middle Earth. The ring of
power, which Frodo bears, was his weapon. He instilled in it his evil, his
will dominate all others. The ring’s power enabled him to trap the people
of Middle Earth under his spell. Only by chance was he defeated. Isildur,
descendant of the Savior, cut it off from the hand of the Dark Lord with the
shards of his fallen father’s sword."
Elrond paused and closed his eyes shut in remorse.
"It should have ended that day. But the ring was too powerful, it
trapped Isildur. He carried it on him, until a fateful day when Orcs
attacked his traveling party. The ring slipped from his fingers, and
Isildur died.
The ring was lost for 2500 years until Gollum found it. The
creature kept the ring on his person for 500 years until it fell into the
hands of the hobbit Bilbo Baggins. He kept it for 60 years in the Shire,
until now."
Willow nodded. "Okay, now explain me."
Elrond shut his eyes briefly. "The Savior, on his death, gave his
friends the Elves a book. The Book of the Lost Angel. He instructed them
to take care of it, preserve it through magic. The book held a prophecy,
the coming of the Lady Firelight.
In the time of the second darkness, the Lady would be called to save
the people of Middle Earth. When we heard of the ring’s awakening and the
regrouping of Sauron’s power in Mordor, we knew the time of the second
darkness had come. All the signs pointed to it.
So we opened the book. Inside was a spell. It required the power
of all the Elf Lords of Middle Earth. We grouped and sent out the call for
the Lady," his eyes turned to Willow. "You answered that call."
Willow stiffened. Elrond continued. "The Savior left instructions
for the Elf Lords. All we needed to know was in the first hundred pages.
The rest is for the Lady," he handed Willow a thick book. "It will answer
your questions."
Willow looked at them in disbelief. "How do you know I’m the right
girl? You could have made a big mistake."
Elrond shook his head. "You are the one," he gestured to the book.
"Open it."
Willow glanced down at the book in her hands. It was enormous and
leather bound. Just like all of Giles’ books. Hands shaking, she opened
the first page.
The Book of the Lost Angel
Numerous blank pages followed the title page. She looked up at
Elrond.
"Once we did the spell, all the words fled from the pages," Elrond
explained.
"Oh," she turned back to it. She skipped ahead until she found
writing.
The top of the page blazoned the title: The Lost Angel.
Underneath was a charcoal drawing of Willow. She turned back to Elrond and
he nodded.
"We were shown what to look for."
"And there’s no go home spell," she realized. Gandalf shook his
head.
No way home. She couldn’t go home. She wouldn’t be with her
friends anymore. She was here until the end of her days. Willow was stuck.
Chapter Five
Willow stared down at the book in her hands.
Elrond had informed her the book was hers from now on. They invited
her to stay in the library to read it. She refused and ran out. She made
her way through the palace, never stopping once.
Eventually, she became tired and rested. She was in some strange
hall with gigantic murals on the walls. One was a painting of what had to
be Isildur cutting the ring from the hand of Sauron. Right across from it
was a statue and a pedestal. On it was the broken parts of a sword. Willow
looked from it to the painting. She had a pretty good guess at what it was.
There was also a bench off in the corner. Willow flopped down,
miserable. She should have just brooded, but her curiosity got the better
of her.
She opened to the page of her portrait. It looked familiar, she
didn’t know how, but it was. Shaking her head, she turned the page.
The Shadow will menace until the arrival of the Lady Firelight
A warrior sorceress too brilliant to defy,
Brought to set all things right,
Even in the Land of Mordor, where the Shadows lie,
A timeless beauty too strong to fight.
One Lady to aid them, One Lady to guide them,
One Lady to save them and from the darkness free them
To bear to Middle Earth a lasting peace and light.
William T. B. A. P. Exeter
Willow’s world fell around her. It wasn’t the passage so much as
the author.
William T. B. A. P. Exeter.
William The Bloody Awful Poet Exeter.
Spike. Spike had written in this book!
Frantically Willow turned the page, and there it was.
Dearest Willow,
Gods how we have all missed you. I can’t even describe the day I
heard the news. It seemed so irrational, the way Buffy called our office in
the middle of the night, crying and hysterical. Spike eventually had to
take the phone from her and explained. It didn’t seem real, Willow was
gone. No one ever thought it possible.
The day you disappeared was one of the worst in our lives. Plenty
more of those came in the years to come. Everyone came together, everyone
who loves you. And we searched. We searched long and hard. We searched
for three long years.
Then we found you, perfectly safe and sad around the edges. We
reached out for you, but no one could get to you. You were out of our reach
forever. We all cried that day. I thought Xander would die; Dawn wouldn’t
leave her room for days. Buffy wandered about, as if lost. Anya couldn’t
move, Spike didn’t say anything for weeks. Cordelia actually started filing
things in the right order. Giles drank himself silly. Even Connor wailed
for days, he felt the unhappiness in us all. The sorrow in our hearts was
more than we could bear.
Then Lorne came through. We got a word with The Powers That Be.
They would listen to our case. We demanded you returned to us. We threw a
hissy fit in front of the most powerful beings in existence. Until they
shut us up. Literally, they took our voices from us so they could get a
word in. They told us everything; we didn’t want to hear it. But they made
us. They made us understand, and they forced us to move on. It took time,
but we were able to realize that no matter where you are, you would not give
up as long as there were people to save, to help. We didn’t like it, but we
accepted it, though not for a few years.
In the end, we practically deified you to the coming generations.
And believe me, there are generations to come. We also knew where ever you
were, you wouldn’t be happy until you were positive we were okay. So this
book, the first few pages as instructions for those you will save, the rest
the story of our lives.
We love you, forever and always,
Liam Angelus Kieran O’Brien
May 30, 2006
Tears flowed down her cheeks, and she turned the page.
**
God, what a difference a lifetime will make. Her friends lived on
to old age with children, grandchildren, great grandchildren, and so forth.
Buffy and Faith were the last of the Slayers. When the Savior
binded the realms, vampires disappeared from the Earth. The role of the
Chosen One was retired, and the Watchers Council turned to the study of
paranormal phenomenon.
British, tweeded Ghostbusters, Willow nearly laughed herself to
death.
Most amazing was the way they paired themselves out.
Angel and Spike shanshued. They regained their humanity, Spike
regained his soul, and eventually the chip was removed.
There were pictures of the two running around outside, in the sun.
One of Spike, arms outstretched and the caption: "Daytimes visits ain’t
suicide no more." She made a mental note of the grammatical errors, only to
turn the page and have Spike admonish her for wasting time thinking about
that. She grinned sheepishly.
Xander and Anya were married. They were happy. They had two
beautiful children. A boy, Jesse Alexander Harris, and a girl, Willow Buffy
Harris.
As for Buffy, she married Riley Finn. That nearly knocked Willow
right out of her chair. Apparently Riley had come back to help look for her
and the two had reconciled. They had one girl, Joyce Willow Finn.
Cordelia married Charles Gunn, the handsome ex gangbanger of Angel
Investigations. They had three boys: Angel, Wesley, and Ricky Gunn. They
were handsome devils.
Wesley married Faith. That one did knock Willow out of her chair.
Faith, how could someone marry Faith? She was in jail last time Willow
checked. But, after some serious redemption and jail time, the rogue
slayer’s former Watcher decided to give her a chance. They married two
years after her parole. They had two girls: Sasha and Anne Wyndum-Price.
Giles returned to England after the search for Willow ended. He
found Olivia again. They married the year before Giles became head of the
Watchers Council. One daughter: Jennifer Rose Giles.
Angel had become human. He was delirious; he could play with his
son in the daytime. He was able to take Connor to the beach. There was a
hilarious side story of Angel’s first sunburn.
He married Fred, the shy brunette who he saved from Pylea. In
addition to Connor, they had a daughter- Willa Anne O’Brien, and a son-
Kieran William O’Brien.
Spike returned to human and to his real name William. He wrote
poetry and novels for a living. He made millions.
He fell in love with Dawn, her little Dawnie. They married when
Dawn turned 21. They had one son- Alexander Liam Exeter and two
daughters-Willamina Anne Exeter and Buffy Sasha Exeter.
The book was covered in bios and pictures. Towards the end were
letters. Notes, poems, messages, and whatever else they wanted to tell
Willow.
Anya wrote about her cold feet on her wedding day. Xander wrote all
about how nervous he was about becoming a father. Buffy told of her
insecurities of letting Riley in. Riley wrote of how much he missed the red
head. Spike/William wrote of how he got over Buffy and eventually fell in
love with Dawn. Dawn told her she loved her. Angel drew portraits, left
notes of how much he appreciated Willow. Giles wrote to tell her of how he
thought of her as his daughter.
They all wrote things, their children wrote things. All to Willow,
all full of love.
At the ending, there was one last letter. From the Savior, from
Connor Liam O’Brien, Angel’s son.
He wrote of the prophecy and he wrote of the making of Middle Earth.
He wrote many things and Willow loved it all. But mostly she loved the
ending paragraph.
In closing, I’d like to add, though you were gone long before my
first word, I remember you. My father use to lament that I was too young to
remember the redheaded beauty everyone searched for, but he was wrong. I
remembered. I don’t know how, but then again I’m not exactly the most
ordinary human. I remember the day I was baptized. You and the rest came
down from Sunnydale. Father asked you to be a godmother to me. I remember
the way you held me in your arms inside the church. It stuck in my mind
throughout my entire life. One, because soon after you were gone and
everyone wanted to find you. Second, you loved me. I’m not saying the
others didn’t love me, but their love was an offspring of the love they had
for my father. When you held me, you loved me for being alive. Yes you
were glad my father was able to have a son, and you loved it made him happy,
but your love for me was a love you would give to any other child born. You
loved life, in its every form. I followed your example as best as I could.
I loved life where I found it, and it is because of that people call me the
Savior.
Yours truly,
Connor Liam O’Brien
**
Hours later, exhausted from her reading, Willow finished her book
and sat back. Finally the tears came. All the tears she had been holding
from the minute she saw the hole flooded out of her. Willow sobbed tears of
true sorrow.
A hand was placed on her shoulder. She looked up with her tear
stained face. Strider looked down at her sympathetically.
"I lost them," she sniffled. "I lost them all and I’m so far away
from home."
The tears came back, and Willow continued her cry. She needed
comfort, preferably in the shape of her old life. Or maybe just one friend.
Couldn’t she have at least one of her old friends? Or maybe someone
related to them?
Couldn’t they just bring her Xander, if only for one hour? Xander,
oh gods, she’d never see Xander again.
"I miss my Xander-shaped friend," she wailed. Strider looked at her
a bit funny. She cried some more. No one here even understood her.
Presently, Strider wrapped his arms around the weeping girl. She
leaned against his chest and cried. She cried many tears. Strider just
rocked her back and forth.
"It’ll be okay, Little One," he murmured, stroking her hair.
Did she mention Strider reminded her of Angel?
Chapter Six
Elrond called a council of Lords. Everyone was invited. Dwarf
Lords, Elf Lords, and Human Lords. It was just a gigantic smorgasbord of
Middle Earthlings.
Willow was the only female invited, she felt out of place. Then
again, being from 4400 years ago, Willow really was out of place. Nothing
to be done about it.
She clenched the cuffs of her dress.
It seems the elven seamstresses were having a real tough time
recreating Willow’s clothing. So she was once again decked out in Arwen’s
clothes, a white dress. Willow was being to feel a bit bland. It’s not
like she didn’t appreciate the gesture, but if she sees any more white
things here, she was going to go ballistic. Willow loves colors‘; being
bland was starting to grate her nerves.
So anyway, here she was waiting to be announced to Elrond’s council,
fidgeting in her borrowed dress, wishing she were in Mordor instead. At
least there she wouldn’t be put on center stage, like some freak on display.
Willow never managed to get over her stage fright.
Gandalf appeared at the end of the hallway. He motioned with his
hand. Show time. Willow was debating how long it would take Strider to
catch her if she took off running. Probably not too long.
Stupid well fit man.
Gandalf extended his elbow to her. She took it with shaking hands.
He smiled reassuringly at her. It didn’t help much.
"May I present, Willow the Lady Firelight," Elrond’s voice came
booming out to them.
Nope, didn’t help in the least.
Willow dropped Gandalf’s arm and turned to run back up the steps.
She ran right smack into Strider. He grabbed her arms and gave her an
amused look.
"I was just . . ." Willow trailed off when he turned her back around
towards the meeting.
"No, I can’t do this," she squeaked. "I’m just plain old Willow.
Hell, I’m nothing more than Velma, the most useless Scooby. Nothing special
here, I should just go back to my room and let you guys continue."
"Lady Firelight?" came Elrond’s call.
Strider patted her shoulder and led her straight into the council.
Silence greeted her. Willow looked out over the gathered. Men,
dwarves, and elves, all staring at her. She was stopped at Elrond’s left
side. He was giving some sort of introduction speech. Willow didn’t hear
any of it. There was blood roaring in her ears. Everyone just stared at
her and Willow got redder by the minute.
Presently, Strider gently pushed her to her seat, thankfully right
next to Frodo. The young hobbit brightened at the sight of her, a feeling
much reciprocated. She gingerly sat down. Strider gave her one last pat on
the shoulder before taking his seat across from her.
Next to the other humans. One dressed in purple and green silk,
noble written all over him, was staring at her appraisingly. Willow
reverted her eyes, only to find all the attendees staring at her. Not
helping with the easing of her mind.
Frodo grabbed her hand. She turned to him and smiled faintly.
Faintly, interesting choice of words, considering she was about to faint.
Yup, Willow Rosenburg was not long for this world of consciousness. She
turned pleading eyes on Elrond.
Thankfully, he diverted attention away from her.
"We are here to discuss a very real threat to us all," he extended
an arm in the direction of the hobbit. "Frodo Baggins, bring forth the
ring."
Frodo approached the center stage hesitantly. He quickly placed the
ring on the pedestal provided. He hastened back to his seat, sighing
heavily.
All eyes were on the ring, and the ring liked it. Willow felt an
illness creeping through her stomach. It made her head spin. What the hell
was in this thing? Willow never felt this kind of magic before. It was
pure blackness.
"It’s a gift," Willow snapped her head towards the voice. Noble
mortal man had gotten up and was pacing before the king.
"Long have my father and our men kept the border between Gondor and
Mordor. Your lands are protected by the blood of our people. Give us the
weapon of the enemy, we shall use it right."
"No," Willow frowned. That sounded a lot like her voice. Probably
because it was. Oh Boy. "You can’t use that thing. It’s just evil."
The noble looked at her strangely.
"She is right," Strider, bless his heart! "The ring only has one
master and will work for no one but him. We cannot use it."
"And what would a Ranger know of this?" the noble countered snidely.
Willow saw red.
"This is no mere Ranger!" Okay, that time it wasn’t her. Willow
glanced over at the speaker. It was a blond Elf, and he was really yummy.
Willow’s face turned red. Thank God no one here was a mind reader. She
really hoped there wasn’t.
"This is Aragorn," the yummy Elf continued. Yeah, Willow was real
bad. "Isildur’s heir and heir to the throne of Gondor."
The rest was a blur. Strider, or Aragorn, was Isildur’s descendant.
Isildur was Angel’s descendant. Willow mentally drew the lines. She
stared at Aragorn openly. He reminded her of Angel because there was Angel
in him. He was Angel’s ancestor. Her friend’s family, and he knew. Willow
saw it in his eyes, he knew all along. And he didn’t say a thing. Willow
wanted to start crying again.
Willow was jarred out of her thoughts by an explosion. She gave a
loud yelp at the noise. She looked towards center stage. A dwarf was being
pulled off the ground by his friends. The shards of what looked like an axe
surrounded the ring.
"The ring cannot be destroyed by any means we have here, Gimli son
of Gloin," Elrond uttered exasperatedly.
A snicker escaped Willow before she could help it. The dwarf glared
daggers at her. Willow turned red and sunk into her seat. This was going
well.
"The ring can only be destroyed from the same fiery chasm where it
was forged," Willow sat up straighter, this was interesting. "The ring must
be cast back into the volcano from whence it came, in the fires of Mount
Doom in the land of Mordor."
"Mount Doom, that’s encouraging," she muttered under her breath. A
giggle erupted from beside her. Frodo grinned up at her. Willow smiled and
relaxed a bit. Not everyone here thought she was a rude, silly girl.
Noble man began to laugh softly.
"One does not simply walk into Mordor. It is a barren wasteland
filled with poisonous fumes. On top of that, there is the eye," he held up
his hand in an O shape. "Not with ten thousand men could you do this."
"Well that instills confidence in me," Willow grumbled. This time
everyone heard her. A couple of the Elves were snickering. Willow was
going to die of embarrassment. Why couldn’t she just shut up?
"One of us must do this, it is the only way." Yummy Elf to the
rescue. Willow was definitely going to have to find out his name.
"And I suppose you think you should be the one," the dwarf, Gimli,
bellowed. "I’ll die before I see an Elf in possession of the ring of power.
Never trust an Elf!"
The council erupted into chaos. Everyone was fighting. Gandalf
jumped from his seat and noble man started fighting with him. It was not
going well.
The ring loved the fighting. She could almost imagine it crowing in
happiness. Willow was taking a serious disliking to that thing.
She heard a soft whimper. She looked over at Frodo; he was
clutching his head, as if in pain. Sweat beads were forming on his
forehead. The poor darling was in torment. She pressed her fingers against
his temples. He shut his eyes and a vision hit them both.
An eye, encased in flames. It was laughing, it loved the chaos.
Frodo opened his eyes and looked at Willow. "I will take it," he
whispered.
Willow closed her eyes in resignation. A tear leaked out. She had
hoped the hobbits would have been able to return to their home, the Shire.
It sounded so lovely; the hobbits were in love with it. Now, she could see
it was not going to happen. Frodo’s life was so intricately woven with the
fate of the ring, it was hard for her to see where one ends or the other
begins.
"I will take it," louder this time, drawing everyone’s attention.
"I will take the ring into Mordor." The fighting stopped, everyone stared
at the hobbit.
"Only, I do not know the way," Frodo finished hesitantly.
Willow stepped up behind him. "I’m going with him," she stated
firmly. "Not like I know the way or anything, but I’m going. Maybe you
could give the kid a map or something, cause I’m no real help with those
things."
Gandalf smiled at them proudly. "My dear children," he came towards
them with arms outstretched. "You will not bear this burden alone. I will
carry it with you, however long it is yours to bear." Willow and Frodo were
enveloped into a large, fatherly hug.
Strid- no Aragorn, also approached the two. "By my life or death, I
will protect you. My sword is at your disposal."
There was the Angel-ness again. Now she knew where it came from,
Angel.
"And my bow!" Yea! Yummy Elf was coming.
"And my axe!" The dwarf. Maybe he had some redeeming qualities.
Noble man looked hard at the volunteers. Willow returned his steady
gaze with her resolve face.
"The fate of us all is on your shoulders. We’re all counting on
you, little ones," he stated.
Willow guessed that was his way of volunteering.
There was a burst of rustling behind them.
"Hey!" Sam emerged from the bushes of the garden. He skittered out
to stand beside Frodo.
"Mr. Frodo isn’t going anywhere without me," he declared firmly.
Willow smirked and pulled leaves out of his hair. He gave her a warm smile.
"Indeed, it would not be so," Elrond affirmed sarcastically. "It is
hardly possible to separate you two, even when he is invited to a secret
council and you are not." Sam had the sense to look slightly shamed.
"We’re coming too!" came a shriek, followed by the pattering of
footsteps.
Merry and Pippin raced out behind from two pillars. Elrond looked
about ready to blow. Willow snickered and swept Pippin up into her arms.
"He had us tied up in a potato sack to keep us away," he informed
her indignantly.
Willow raised her eyebrows in amusement. "You certainly showed him,
didn’t ya?"
Pippin nodded emphatically. "Besides," he continued. "You need
people of intelligence on this sort of a question . . . Quest . . . Thing."
Merry rolled his eyes. "Well that leaves you out, doesn’t it
Pippin." Willow giggled some more. The whole ordeal was ridiculous. She
hugged the young hobbit in her arms more closely.
Elrond was smiling again. "Very well," he agreed. "One Lady of the
light and nine warriors to accompany her. You shall be known as the
Fellowship of the Ring."
Pippin was ecstatic. "So," he began amiably. "Where are we going?"
**
Willow had to find Aragorn. Yep, she had finally deprogrammed the
Strider out of her. She was looking for ARAGORN.
And she was having a damn hard time. She wished the hobbits were
here to help her look, but they were spending quality time with their old
friend Bilbo. He was quite the character, but Willow sensed he needed time
alone with the younger hobbits. So she had gone off, to find Aragorn, and
having no luck whatsoever.
"That’s it!" she fumed, plopping down on the numerous benches of the
palace. "I officially give up."
"Give up what, My Lady?" Willow glanced up. Boromir, noble guy.
Willow shrugged her shoulders. "I need to talk to Aragorn," she
answered, timidly. Not that he was intimidating or anything, in fact he was
quite nice. Willow still felt wholly out of place with anyone but her
hobbit friends. And Aragorn, Angel’s blood.
Boromir smiled kindly at her. "I saw him naught a moment ago," he
offered, pointing down the hall. "He was talking with Legolas."
Thanking him, Willow raced down the hall. She had some serious
things to discuss with Mr. Lets-keep-my-heritage-a-secret.
She found him in deep discussion with Legolas, the Yummy Elf.
Willow reddened. She was having a tougher time deprogramming that one out
of her. Both looked up at her cough.
"I need to talk to Aragorn," she stated quietly. Aragorn looked
down at the floor. He knew what was coming.
Legolas smiled agreeably and left without saying a word. Well
actually he did say something, but it totally flew over Willow’s head after
he smiled. Damn, the boy was fine!
At the rate her thoughts were going, Willow was probably burst into
flames. She had a hard time thinking productive thoughts when the handsome
Elf was around. It didn’t make much sense to her. After all, she just
broke up with Tara, the woman she loved. Willow was a lesbian, wasn’t she?
Her head hurt, she couldn’t understand much of her own feelings. But the
boy was fine! She just prayed no one else noticed the mammoth-sized crush
she was developing on Legolas.
Aragorn offered her a seat. She took it without saying a word. He
sat beside her, also wordless. The talk was getting off to a grand start.
Finally, after a few minutes of uncomfortable silence, Willow turned
to look Aragorn right in the eyes.
"Why didn’t you tell me you’re a descendant of Angel’s?"
Aragorn sighed. "My apologies, dear Willow. I am not proud to be
the heir of Isildur. When I initially met you and the hobbits, I decided it
was best not to tell you I was the heir of the Betrayer. It fills me with
great shame, I did not want you to know."
"Why?"
"I did not want you to think less of me for it."
"Why would I think less of you for it? It wasn’t your fault Isildur
did what he did."
"But don’t you see?" he turned pleading eyes on her. "I am his
heir. The same blood that flows through mine veins was his. The same
weakness-"
"NO!" Willow stood up, visibly angry. "Don’t you dare to ashamed
of the blood that runs through your veins. Yes, it belonged to Isildur once
too, but it is not the bearer of weakness or evil. It is the noblest blood,
greatest heritage that anyone can claim."
Aragorn looked stunned. "How so?"
She sighed and sat back down. "Do you know of Angelus?" He nodded.
"Right. Angelus was a vampire, a horrible vampire. He was called
the Scourge of Europe, he did terrible things. Then one day, he went and
royally pissed off some Romanian gypsies. They cursed him with a human
soul. The demon was subdued, and Angelus was left with the guilt of
thousands of deaths by his hand. He nearly gave up. Crawled into
alleyways, fed off rats, and lived quite the pathetic existence for over 100
years.
Then, a demon came to see him. Well, a half demon named Whistler,
who was actually one of the good guys. He cleaned him up and took him to
Los Angeles, California. Whistler showed him a girl, a beautiful blond girl
who stole his heart at first sight. She was Buffy Summers, the Vampire
Slayer.
Soon, she was moved to Sunnydale, the Hellmouth. He followed her.
She lived as normally as one could, being the person standing between the
world and hell. She had friends. A British librarian who loved to read and
wore tons of tweed. A goofy young man whose bravery was unbound. And a
tiny meek little hacker girl whom Buffy brought out of her shell. That
hacker was I, and I became the Slayer’s best friend.
Angel, as he now called himself, watched over Buffy and her friends.
He saved my life more than once. He shared a love with Buffy that was so
beautiful and entirely painful. They tried as hard as they could, but a
vampire and a slayer were not meant to be.
He went back to LA; he started an agency there. He spent his life
helping the helpless. His soul was strong, and he passed that strong soul
onto his son, Connor. You guys call him the Savior. So, you see, the blood
you have in your veins is perfect blood. Blood of brave warriors. It’s not
the blood that causes weakness. It’s the person’s soul. And you have a
good soul, a part of Angel’s soul is in you."
"How can you be so sure?" he whispered faintly.
Willow tipped his face up to look him in the eyes.
"Because I’m the one who gave him that soul. I can kind of sense it
like a mile away," she answered calmly.
He stared at her amazed.
"You gave Angelus his soul?"
Willow nodded. He turned away, as if contemplating her words. Then
his eyes dimmed and he opened his mouth to speak again.
"No!" she interrupted before he could even begin.
"No more whining and self doubt. You’re a great guy, worthy to be
called Angel’s heir. No use arguing about it mister. I’m more than ready
to whip out the old Resolve Face."
Aragorn closed his mouth and smiled.
Then he frowned, as if confused.
"What is a ‘Resolve Face’?"
Chapter Seven
And they were walking again.
The Fellowship departed from the house of Elrond early in the
morning. They had set out on foot. Willow was really missing the days of
automobiles and public transportation. She wasn’t athletic enough to do so
much walking.
It wasn’t all bad. The Elven maids had finally finished her
clothes. She was once again clad in her leather pants and nice green tank
top. Well, replication of her former clothes. The sweethearts had even
made her a jacket that matched her pants. It looked a lot like Spike’s old
duster. When she had gotten it, she had begun bawling her eyes out. The
poor maids thought they had done something wrong. It took quite a long time
to explain she was just homesick. The maids were sympathetic, but they
couldn’t understand why the jacket had set her off. Willow decided best not
to tell them the duster was a trademark of a certain bleached blonde vampire
whom she once called friend. That would have made them think she was just
plain nuts. As it was, they thought her babbling habit was some sort of
personality disorder.
Arwen had seen her off privately. She gave Willow a beautiful
silver locket. She had wished the redhead well. The Elf woman had taken to
looking at Willow with awe and some jealousy. Willow was pretty sure it had
to do with her friendship with Aragorn. Like those two were hiding
anything. Willow knew the score.
Anyways, where was she? Oh yeah, the walking. There was a lot of
that. The only highlight of the travel was walking behind Legolas. Yummy
Elf had quite the nice ass. Of course, that highlight was also a lowlight.
Whenever she dwelt on the fact, she turned a horrible red shade. The
hobbits had noticed but chalked it up to the strenuous walking. She didn’t
disabuse them of the notion.
Finally, they stopped for a break. Frodo and Sam set happily about
making lunch, a lot of lunch. Merry and Pippin were off with Boromir, he
was teaching them how to use of sword. He had started off trying to teach
Willow, but she had shown quite an amount of skill with the basics of it.
He had, however, informed her that her style was too rigid and she needed to
be more innovative. Being one to take criticism lightly, Willow promptly
asked him for a lesson in staff fighting.
Twenty seconds later, she had the large man in the same position she
had Aragorn when she first met him. Flat on his back with her staff jabbing
him in the stomach. Yummy Elf and Aragorn had burst out laughing. Willow
would have joined them, but she felt kind of childish tricking Boromir like
that. And having her thought patterns return to calling Legolas the Yummy
Elf. She really needed to control that.
As for Boromir, he laughed it off good-naturedly.
"I should have known better," he reasoned. "After all, what would
the great Lady Firelight need with my instructions?"
Great Lady Firelight. She had liked the sound of it, initially, it
was kind of cool. But after being referred to by it so many times, Willow
was about ready to stake Spike for thinking up the stupid name. She just
wanted to be Willow, no one else but Willow.
Merry and Pippin were pretty quick learners. And they looked so
adorable trying to fend off the parries of Boromir. Willow watched happily
from the sidelines for a while, until Gandalf called her.
"My dear girl," he started after she settled down next to him, "why
is it you hoard your magic inside you?"
Willow hung her head in shame. "I have to," she explained softly.
"I became addicted to doing magic. I lost it, spent all my time trying to
get more of it. I left myself vulnerable for attack, and I dragged my poor
Dawnie right into it. I nearly killed her one night. After that, I gave
the whole mess up."
Gandalf knit his eyes together in confusion. "I don’t understand
how you can think so badly of your talents. Yes, I see you had a bit of a
downturn with it, but that was because you were using the wrong tools. The
use of the dark magics will almost always lead to trouble. Now, if you
started magic again, but this time with Wise magic, you would have no such
problems."
Willow opened her mouth, but failed to come up with the words to
properly refuse. Gandalf patted her hand lightly. He then handed her a
book.
"This is Wise magic," he explained. "Think of what I have said.
This may be what you were looking for."
Then Gimli started complaining about something called Moria.
Gandalf had visibly paled, and it looked like the two were about to go at
it. Willow left them to their own devices; she had had enough of fighting.
She looked at the book in her hands. Magic. Could she trust
herself to do magic again? What if the same thing happened? What if she
lost it and this entire world of Middle Earth was left to pay the
consequences of her actions? Willow couldn’t do that, she didn’t dare risk
it.
A nagging feeling in her mind drew her attention away from the book.
Something was coming, it smelled of magic. It reeked of dark magic. And
it was focused on the ring.
Willow stood up and walked to the edge of the cliff. Yup, they were
on another cliff. Willow was debating developing a fear of heights.
Nothing good ever happened to her on a high elevation. Then again, on the
ground, things weren’t always that much better. Maybe she should live on
the clouds, didn’t see a bad side to that. Except she couldn’t fly, stupid
human limitations.
Someone hopped down beside her.
It was Legolas; he was intent on whatever it was too. Normally,
being this close to him would have made Willow very distracted, but the
magic on the wind was even greater than her silly attraction to the Elf.
But he still had a great ass.
"What is it?" he asked. Willow shrugged and turned back to "it".
A dark mass on the horizon, moving towards them.
"It’s just a whiff of clouds," Gimli offered from behind them.
"It’s moving awful fast for a cloud," Aragorn mused.
"Against the wind," Boromir added.
Gandalf’s eyes grew wide. "It’s the Crebain! Hide, hide
everything!"
And then there was chaos.
Willow grabbed her books and her staff. Legolas grabbed her arm and
pulled her underneath a small crevice. Her heart was beating rapidly; she
couldn’t see the others at all. She felt the crebain get closer. The magic
rolled off them in waves.
Willow breathed heavily, though quietly. Slowly, she became aware
of how close Legolas was to her. The Elf was sprawled out on top of the
redhead. Her face went red and her breathing quickened. The Elf turned his
eyes on her, a question on his face. She tried to turn hers away lest she
reveal something with them.
Blue eyes stared into green. The crebain moved closer, and so did
Legolas. Willow’s breath caught, her eyes widened. She watched as the Elf
lowered his face to hers. Her eyes closed. Their lips meant.
Willow was blown out of the water. The crebain arrived, shrieking
and cawing up a storm, but she barely noticed. All she felt was Legolas’
lips on hers; it was burning her up from the inside. The Elf pried her lips
apart and slipped his tongue into her mouth. Rational thought ended there.
Willow had never been kissed like this before. Yeah, she had tongue
with Oz, Xander, Tara, and once with Spike (something they never mentioned
to anyone else), but it never made her feel like this. She pressed closely
against him; she needed more of his touch. He complied, his hands roaming
her body feverishly fast. And then:
"They’re gone, everyone out!"
Aragorn’s shout jerked Willow away from Legolas. The Elf stared at
her hungrily, and she went redder than her hair.
"We should go," she squeaked. She leapt out of their spot without
giving him a chance to answer. As she headed to the others, she tried to
cool her flush face and prayed her lips weren’t too bruised by the kiss.
No one seemed to notice, that was good. They were all focused on
something, most likely the crebain. Willow remembered them, and she was
totally focused on their situation.
Riight.
"Spies for Saruman," Gandalf spit distastefully. "The southern way
has been blocked," he turned around abruptly. "We must head north, take the
passage of Caradhras."
Everyone groaned. Willow stepped close to Aragorn.
"What’s Carrot Toss?" she asked.
He smiled at her. "Caradhras," he corrected her mildly. He
gestured behind them. "The mountain."
Willow followed his motion. It was the mother of all mountains, and
covered in snow. What fun.
She pouted and whimpered. Aragorn smiled pityingly and gave her arm
a squeeze before turning to help the hobbits pack up their supplies. Willow
turned to help him, and she caught a quick glimpse of Legolas. He was
glaring at Aragorn with what looked like jealously on his handsome face.
Oh boy, what had she done now?
**
Willow got her wish. The company wasn’t walking any more. Now they
were trudging. Trudging through the snow. Uphill, well up mountain.
Carrot Toss was one bitch of a mountain. She preferred walking to this.
What’s that saying about a double-edged sword?
Willow also decided she hated snow. Snow bad, sun good. She was a
Californian at heart. She needed the beach and the sand and the sun. She
also needed to mend the whole situation with Legolas, but that wasn’t going
to happen any time soon.
Speaking of the Elf, he was having no problems with the snow at all.
He was just skipping about like a, uh, well a fairy or something, which he
was. Just walking on top of the snow like it was no big deal. If she
didn’t have such a huge crush on the guy, Willow would be seriously mad at
him. As it was, she was just irked. Well, maybe more than irked, but since
she was playing with his emotions, Willow felt she should keep her feelings
to herself.
Also, there were the murder looks Legolas was shooting Aragorn.
Willow was afraid to even talk to the man lest the Elf lose it entirely. Of
course, Legolas was projecting killer stares at any other member of the
Fellowship Willow ventured close to. Even the hobbits, it was unnerving.
Willow had to talk to him, but privacy was a really big issue at the moment.
Being that there was none of it. Also, there was that overwhelming urge to
run as far away from the situation as possible.
She heard a yelp behind her. Frodo had slipped. Aragorn pulled him
to his feet. Boromir walked towards them and then stopped. Frodo was
frantically searching his neck for something. Boromir bent down and plucked
something from the snow. Willow felt the ring send out its call. It was
calling Boromir, and the guy was having a hard time resisting.
"It’s a wonder we toil so hard for such a simple thing," he
murmured. He brought his hand up, as if to touch the ring. Willow leaped
forward and stayed his hand.
"Don’t touch that thing," she warned him softly. "It’s trying to
pull you in."
"Boromir," Aragorn looked the man straight in the eyes. "Give the
ring back to Frodo."
"Of course," Boromir mumbled, distractedly. He handed the chain
back to Frodo. "I care not," he insisted with a strangled laugh. With a
ruffle of the hobbit’s hair, the man turned back up the slope.
Willow turned concerned eyes to Aragorn. He shrugged and helped
Frodo back up the hill. Willow lent her hand out to him, and slowly the
three climbed to meet the others.
In front of them, the group waited patiently. Legolas was simmering
quietly. His gaze concentrated on Aragorn. Willow dropped Aragorn’s hand.
This was going to get ugly.
**
The snow just got worse.
It came thundering down. The company was resorted to trudging
single file up the mountain, with Gandalf paving a way with his staff. Did
she mention Carrot Toss was one bitch of a mountain?
The hobbits were having the worst of it. The snow came up to their
noses. Boromir and Aragorn were forced to carry them halfway through the
hike.
Willow clung to the back of Aragorn’s clothes, pulling herself along
with them. She was well aware that every time she touched Aragorn, Legolas
started to fume. Right now, she didn’t give a rat’s ass. She was cold and
miserable and clinging to Aragorn gave warmth and support.
A sudden dread filled Willow’s mind. Magic, strong magic, barreling
straight towards them. She had a feeling it was that Saruman guy again.
"Legolas," she called. The Elf was at her side in an instant. "I
need to talk to Gandalf," she shouted over the wind. He nodded, looked
slightly disappointed, and pulled her out of the snow. Nimbly, he ran to
the front of the line, pulling Willow safely behind him.
Why didn’t he mention he could do this before?
"Gandalf, there’s some real bad mojo headed our way." Willow
pointed out over the horizon. "Someone’s sending us bad luck."
Legolas nodded. "There’s black magic on the wind," he affirmed.
Gandalf paused; he seemed at a lost at what to do. Suddenly, a giant
rumbling came from above. The magic sent rocks tumbling down the mountain.
"Get back!" came Gandalf’s cry.
Legolas pulled Willow up against the mountain wall and covered her
head. As the rocks came down, he placed kisses on her neck. They were
under assault and he could only think with his libido. Great. Fantastic.
She would knock some sense into him, but those kisses were mighty pleasant.
Willow was the real Restraint Girl.
"He’s trying to bring down the mountain!" Again, Aragorn’s cry
pulled Willow out of Legolas’ arms. The Elf growled.
If the situation weren’t so serious, she would have laughed. He
sounded exactly like Spike when he did it.
"Gandalf!" Aragorn continued. "We must turn back!"
"No!" the wizard refused. "We must keep moving."
He turned out to the horizon, hefted his staff and mumbled something
in another language. He was doing a counter spell. It wasn’t strong
enough.
Willow was about to head over and offer him her magic when another
rumbling shook the mountain.
Legolas grabbed her again, spun her around, ducked her head, and
stuck his tongue in her mouth. As the snow buried them, she was quite sure
he didn’t need to do that last part.
The snow stopped falling and the company dug itself out. Willow
still had Legolas’ tongue in her mouth during the process. Never occurred
to her to push him away, what with all the danger surrounding them. Yeah
right, she’d permanently join the Elf at the lip if such an act had roused
much attention. Did she mention he was a really good kisser?
Detaching herself rather reluctantly from her, ahem, friend.
Turning towards the others, she checked to make sure everyone had been dug
out.
She wasn’t avoiding looking at Legolas, nope not at all. She was
just worried about her friends. Not in the least trying to avoid the Yummy
Elf behind her. Oh God, she was back to calling him Yummy Elf.
"Gandalf," Aragorn shouted. "We must go back. It is folly to
continue!"
"Why try to brave the mountain?" offered Gimli. "Why not go under
it instead? I say we take the road of Moria."
Gandalf looked lost. He turned to Willow, she shook her head. She
didn’t have a clue what everyone was talking, so she decided to stay out it.
"Let the Ringbearer decide," he finally relented.
Frodo paused, deep in thought. He turned apologetic eyes to
Gandalf. "We take the mines," he decided. Gandalf paled, but nodded.
"All right," Willow enthused. "Let’s get the hell off Carrot Toss."
"CARADHRAS!!"
Willow rolled her eyes.
Chapter Eight
They were off the mountain. Willow felt like cheering. She would
have too, if not for the somber attitudes of all the others. She knew
Legolas’ foul mood was ninety percent her fault, the others just felt
defeated. Gimli was the only one in high spirits.
"My cousin Balin will give us a royal welcome," he kept on boasting.
Willow was cool with that. It sounded much better than "My cousin Balin
will feed us alive to his pet ogre."
Willow wasn’t sure there was an ogre. Maybe she was just over
thinking things, again. But Gandalf was so against this place, it made her
wonder.
What the hell could be so horrible? He neglected to answer any of
her questions. The wizard just kept marching on to Moria, even though he
looked like he prefer heading down into the Hellmouth.
They came to a clearing. It was a giant mountain wall, covered in
vines and symbols.
"The walls of Moria," breathed Gimli in awe.
Willow had to agree with the awe. It was quite a sight. Now if
only that nagging dread in the back of her mind would fade, everything would
be great. That and resolving the whole Legolas problem, everything would be
great. Not likely to happen.
They walked around the rim of a lake. Gandalf had paused in front
of a block of stone. He cleared away some veins, glanced at the moon,
mumbled some words, and stepped back. The wall began to glow. Writing and
symbols appeared, all in the shape of a door. It was pretty cool.
"What does it say?"
"’The Doors of Durin, Lord of Moria. Speak, friend, and enter’,"
Gandalf translated.
"What does that mean?" asked Merry.
"Oh, it’s quite simple," the wizard answered. "You just speak the
password to prove you are a friend and the doors will open."
Gandalf stepped back from the door. "Annon edhellen, edro hi ammen!
Fennas nogothrim, lasto beth lammen!" He slammed his staff against the
door with great pomp.
Nothing happened.
He tried again. Nothing. The wizard paused, and scratched his
head.
"Now what do we do?"
**
The company had settled down for a long sit. Gimli and Boromir had
both lit up. Willow really wanted to know what the stuff was, only to be
told it was halfing weed. Like that answered any questions.
Well, okay, it answered only one.
Sam and Aragorn were unhitching Bill, their ever faithful pony.
They couldn’t bring him into the mines. That is of course, if they ever get
in there themselves. Gandalf wasn’t having the best of luck. But he kept
on trying. Give the guy points for perseverance.
Merry and Pippin were absently chucking rocks into the lake.
Legolas was staring at Willow, and she was studiously ignoring him. Hell,
she even started to read the Wise book Gandalf gave her just so she would
have a reason not to look at him. This whole situation was entirely too
tense.
Willow kept shooting glances at the water. Something was off. She
felt a little afraid. Gods, she prayed there weren’t frogs in the lake.
Aragorn walked over, stopping the hobbits’ mild game.
"Don’t disturb the water," he warned, eyes flicking over the dark
pool.
Willow straightened. What was wrong with the water?
Aragorn met her eyes. "Just a feeling," he answered her silent
question.
"But not any frogs, right?"
Aragorn frowned. "Frogs?" he repeated.
Willow nodded frantically. "I have frog fear. I know it sounds
stupid and that I need an adult fear, but it’s just how I feel. After all,
phobias aren’t suppose to make sense," she rambled on.
Aragorn smiled at her. "Frog fear," he repeated. "How perfectly
Willow."
Willow blushed, he was becoming more and more like Angel as the time
went on. It was beginning to pull at Willow’s heart. She missed her
friends.
Legolas, of course, misinterpreted her blushing, stomped off to the
other side of the lake. Aragorn watched him in confusion. He looked to
Willow.
"What is bothering Legolas?"
Willow’s eyes widened. "Nothing," she stammered. "Nothing is wrong
with him. Why would anything be wrong with him? And if there was, why do
you think I know? What exactly are you implying?"
Aragorn held up his hands in surrender. Willow took a deep breath.
"He has a personal issue going on," she offered apologetically.
"It’s not my place to say what it is. Sorry I snapped at you." It was the
half-truth at least. Aragorn bought it.
"No offence taken, my lady," he replied, settling down next to her.
He leaned over. "I’ve just noticed," he whispered to her, "that when anyone
gets really close to you," Aragorn slipped a lock of her hair behind her
ear, "Legolas seems to get very angry." He smiled at her slyly. "It’s
almost as if he was jealous."
Willow gave a nervous laugh. "Why would that make him jealous?"
Aragorn grinned. "I don’t know," he admitted, this time putting his
lips to her ear. If he weren’t Angel’s descendant, she would be mighty
uncomfortable right now. "But look at his face," Willow turned to looked at
Legolas, who was watching them very keenly. "Doesn’t he look jealous to
you?"
Willow caught on fast. "You’re purposely trying to make him
jealous," she accused in hush tones.
Aragorn grinned again. "Now how could I do that, when being
friendly with you doesn’t make him jealous?"
Willow glared at him. "You’re evil," she fumed. Aragorn laughed at
her. He patted her knee and got ready to stand up. Legolas was going to
burst. Quickly, before she could react, Aragorn planted a soft kiss on her
lips. Legolas shot across the shore, standing possessively in front of
Willow in one instant.
Willow shot up. "Knock it off," she ordered. "The others are
staring!"
Aragorn looked at Legolas appraisingly, the mirth replaced by a
deadly glare.
"You should no better to start a romance on a mission, old friend."
Legolas’ eyes flickered. Willow guessed he realized the whole thing
was a set up. He blushed and looked at his toes. Willow turned wide eyes
on Aragorn.
"Do not let yourself be distracted," he warned. With that, he
grabbed Willow’s arm and dragged her away from the Elf. She stared at him
in confusion as he propelled her over to Frodo and Gandalf. Dropping her
beside the hobbit, Aragorn returned to his own seat, effectively blocking
Willow’s view of Legolas.
"What was that all about?" Frodo whispered.
"Nothing," she stammered. "Aragorn and Legolas don’t agree on
something. It’s not the end of the world."
Frodo frowned but accepted her explanation. It was sort of the
truth. Willow wasn’t sure what Aragorn was mad about, but it was definitely
something revolving around her and the Elf. Willow absently wondered if he
knew about the stolen kisses.
"I give up!" came Gandalf’s cry. He plopped down beside them,
utterly dejected.
Frodo sighed. "I wish the door would just understand we are friends
and let us through," he lamented.
A light went off in Willow’s brain.
"Frodo, you’re a genius!" she crowed, planting a big wet one on the
hobbit’s nose. He looked shocked, Gandalf looked curious.
"It’s a riddle," she explained. "What’s the elvish word for
’friend’?"
Gandalf pursed his lips together. "Mellon," he drawled
thoughtfully.
There was a loud creaking. The stone doors pushed open. Everyone
jumped up in excitement. Willow smiled at Frodo.
"See? A genius you are."
**
They entered the passage tentatively. Didn’t want any surprises.
It was very dark; no light existed in the entrance.
Gandalf whispered some elvish words and the top of his staff started
admitting a light. Gimli was going on and on about the great treatment
Balin was going to give them.
Willow kept the hobbits carefully behind her as she followed Aragorn
into the entrance. Aragorn, who had put Gimli and Boromir in between her
and Legolas. His anger seemed to be focused on the Elf, not her. It made
her wonder what he thought was going on. She would ask him, but it didn’t
seem like the most opportune time.
Something snapped underneath her foot. She looked down-at bone.
She stepped on a bone, and there was plenty more.
"This isn’t a mine, it’s a tomb," came Boromir’s calming statement.
Thanks for clearing it up.
She looked down at the corpse in sorrow. Why couldn’t it just be
gold or flowers or something? Why is it always bodies that Willow stumbled
upon?
Gimli was having hysterics. Willow walked over to him, placing her
hand on his back in comfort. The dwarf was wailing.
Legolas drooped down over a body and pulled out an arrow. He
sniffed it delicately.
"Orcs!" he hissed, dropping the shaft away as if it were
contaminated.
Everyone drew his or her weapons. Willow edged her way back to the
hobbits. The men were helpfully blaming each other for the latest
development.
Oh, the comradeship in this group.
Screaming drew her attention back to the hobbits. She heard
splashing and shrieking. The other three hobbits were crowded over a fallen
Frodo. Sam was desperately hacking at something.
Another splash and the hobbits were thrown back. The others raced
outside. Large tentacles were wrapped around Frodo’s leg and had him
suspended in the air.
Great, a sea monster. Or was that a lake monster?
Everyone rushed out, hacking at any part of the body that moved.
Like that was helping any, the limbs were just falling around the group.
They had to dance around them to avoid being pummeled.
Willow decided to ignore the body of the thing and concentrate on
the tentacles. She heard the whiz of arrows as Legolas let some loose on
the creature. Aragorn, Gimli, and Boromir were hacking away at flailing
limbs.
Willow focused on the one tentacle holding Frodo. Discerning it
from the others, she drew her sword and sliced through the appendage. Frodo
started to fall back down; a tentacle knocked down Willow. Aragorn pulled
her to her feet, shouting instructions at the others. Boromir charged back
into the mine carrying Frodo. Legolas let some more arrows go. It was a
nice mass of confusion.
And then the creature fully emerged from the water.
Willow’s eyes widened, she knew what it was. The last time she had
seen one was the day the Gatehouse opened. The Scooby Gang hadn’t bothered
to fight the thing; it was too huge and too strong. It had demolished the
Sunnydale Harbor during its stay on the Hellmouth.
Yeah, Krakens were bad news.
It came at them suddenly. Aragorn gathered her up in his arms much
like Boromir had Frodo. The whole company charged for the entrance.
Legolas fired more arrows, Gimli chucked more axes, and it did little to
impede the creature’s progress.
It followed them into the mines. The walls shook as it tried to
shove itself into the entrance.
Stupid move.
Concentrating on the little Elvish Willow could remember from her
recent reading, she cast a spell. The door and its surrounding walls
collapsed on the creature, killing it instantly.
Gandalf stared at her in amazement. She looked at him in hysterical
anger.
"I thought you said Connor closed hell and made all the monsters go
back!" she accused.
He looked slightly affronted.
"He did," the wizard insisted. "Only creatures of this earth were
allowed to remain."
Willow frowned. "The Kraken is a creature of this earth?"
Gandalf shrugged. "Apparently," he conceded. He gave her another
look.
"We have no choice but to take the roads through Moria now."
Willow felt a bit indignant. "I was just trying to prevent the sea
monster from eating us," she mumbled, burying her head in Aragorn‘s chest.
The first time she had done magic in this place and someone was already
criticizing her for it.
Aragorn patted her hair and glared at the wizard.
Gandalf sighed in defeat.
"I know lass," he relented. "You did a good thing. We should get
on our way."
Legolas sidled up to the wizard. "Aye, maybe Aragorn should put the
Lady down so we can see to her injuries."
Willow blushed, she had forgot about that. Quickly, the redhead
hopped out of Aragorn’s arms.
"No medical attention needed," she replied sheepishly. "Just got
the wind knocked out of me."
Gandalf turned back to the mines. Legolas and Aragorn glared at
each other. Boromir raised an eyebrow at Willow. She shrugged and turned
to check the hobbits for any injuries. Boromir turned to check on Gimli.
Satisfied, they all turned and followed Gandalf further into the
mines. Legolas and Aragorn walked together, side-by-side, glaring venom at
each other.
The Fellowship was on the verge of suicide.
**
This trip was turning out to be a lot of fun. Walking to trudging
to trudging while freezing, to fighting Krakens and now, climbing up the
steep entrance of the former mine turned tomb.
There were bodies everywhere. It did little to calm Gimli, or
Willow for that matter. It was an obvious one-sided massacre. And whatever
won was most likely still in the mines with them.
And so they proceeded in silence. Well, as much silence as they
could muster. Willow was having a hard time not swearing as she climbed the
slippery rock steps. A few of her statements had caused Sam to turn red.
Great, now she was a bad influence on the younger ones.
Legolas had positioned himself on her right side. Every now and
then, he lent her a hand to steady herself with. Aragorn was not happy. He
was glaring at the Elf but not making a scene for Willow’s sake.
"He is jealous," Legolas whispered to her after catching her once
more.
Willow frowned at him. "Who’s jealous?" she muttered, concentrating
on pulling herself yet another step.
How come dwarves, a race of people tinier than humans, made steps
taller than the average human man? It was frickin’ insane.
"Aragorn," Legolas replied.
"What about Aragorn?" Willow asked.
"He is jealous," Willow snorted.
"No really," Legolas insisted. "Think, why else would he be so
angry with only myself in relation to our affair?"
Willow shook her head in refusal. "No, he’s Aragorn. He’s totally
in love with Arwen. And besides, he’s Aragorn."
Legolas stared at her pointedly. "He is a man," he countered. "A
man with two perfectly functioning eyes. Methinks his anger is an offspring
of the jealousy he feels at our closeness."
Willow frowned at him. She thought over his words. No, it was
impossible. Willow wasn’t sure why Aragorn was so angry at the Elf, but
wasn’t because he was interested in her. That was preposterous.
Sneaking a peek at Aragorn behind her, she reaffirmed that. He was
watching the progress of the company with concern. He met her gaze and
smiled. Willow smiled back. Aragorn was Aragorn; he had no mushy feelings
concerning her.
His smiled vanished into a glare when Legolas put a hand on her
back. She might have to rethink her position.
Presently Gandalf reached the top of the stairs. The wizard
stretched and waited for the others to join him. Once together, he turned
around as if to continue. In front of them were three different passages.
He stopped suddenly.
"I have no memory of this place."
**
They were lost. Gandalf sat on a rock facing the three options. He
was smoking profusely and deep in thought. Willow was pretty sure the
halfing weed wouldn’t do much to help clear his memory.
The hobbits were hungry. Not that it was news or anything. The
hobbits were always hungry. Just now, they were whining about it. Well,
Pippin was whining about it. Merry was telling him to be quiet, Sam was
moping about leaving Bill the pony outside, and Frodo had gone off to talk
to Gandalf. She overheard something about a Gollum, the thing that had
found the ring like 600 years ago. Willow was pretty sure it was the thing
that had been following them for about three days. Normally, she would have
been freaked, but Gandalf had seemed unperturbed by it. So she let it
slide. After all, the wizard knew a lot more than she did.
Boromir was trying to tell her about the white city of Gondor. It
sounded like a kick ass place. Of course, it would have sounded better if
the man ever got to start his story properly. Legolas and Aragorn having
some mild spat or the other were constantly interrupting him.
After the third interruption, Willow decided she had had enough.
Excusing herself from Boromir’s side, she charged over to Aragorn. She
grabbed his arm and led him away from the rest of the group. Everyone was
staring at them. Willow didn’t care; she needed to talk to the man.
"What is your problem?" she hissed at him.
Aragorn looked at her calmly. "Nothing is wrong."
"Yeah right," she countered. "That’s why you and Legolas are about
ready to chop each other’s heads off. Well, depending on whether or not I
beat the two of you to it. Now what is your problem? I thought you and
Legolas were good friends."
Aragorn’s eyes darkened. He looked like Angel in full anger mode.
"Aye, we are friends," he answered darkly. "I expected more of him
on this matter. I knew he was drawn to you, but to take advantage of you in
this manner-"
"Wait a minute," Willow interrupted. "Taking advantage how?"
"By pressing you with advances in your delicate state."
"Delicate state?"
Aragorn looked at her sadly. "You were so saddened when you
discovered you could not return to your loved ones. You are lost and
vulnerable and he is taking advantage of it to suit his needs," he spat out
the last part.
Willow stared at him for a minute. And then she burst out into
laughter. It wasn’t that loud laughter, but the soft no noise making
laughter. After all, they still didn’t want the Orcs to know they were
there. But Willow was practically hysterical with mirth.
Aragorn thought Legolas was trying to get into her pants. He didn’t
even suspect it was really the other way around. And being an
overprotective man, just like Angel, Aragorn was outraged and trying to fend
off the presumed nefarious intentions of the Elf. Legolas misinterpreted
his anger as jealousy, thinking he has some sort of rival for Willow.
It was like some bad soap opera. Something worthy of Passions, what
with all the munchkins running about.
The rest of the company was staring at them. Aragorn was holding
her up when her laughter reduced her to keeling over.
"What is so amusing?" he asked in confusion.
Willow took several deep breaths, almost always followed by a squeak
of laughter. Giggling she leaned over and whispered the truth in Aragorn’s
ear.
His eyes widened. He stared at the redhead in shock. Slowly, he
joined her in silent laughter. The whole ordeal was so ridiculous. Willow
glanced back at the group. Legolas looked crestfallen.
Stifling her laughter, she told Aragorn to go apologize to the Elf
while she composed herself. Obediently the man walked over to Legolas.
They had a whispered conference. Legolas was reduced to the same silent
laughter. The rest of the group looked completely lost.
Finally composing herself, Willow trotted over to the group.
"So," she prompted Boromir. "You were talking about some white
city?"
Boromir smiled and opened his mouth to speak. And then:
"Aha, it’s this way!"
The hobbits jumped up excitedly. Willow turned back to the man.
"You are so finishing your story someday," she told him.
Boromir bowed deeply.
"As you wish, my lady."
The company joined Gandalf and Frodo in front of one of the
passages.
"You remembered?!" exclaimed Frodo in excitement.
"No," the wizard shook his head in amusement. "The air is clearer
in here. When in doubt, follow your nose."
Chapter Nine:
They walked single file as before. Gandalf in the lead and Aragorn
bringing up the rear. They came into a giant hall.
"Behold, Durin’s city, the halls of the Moria," Gandalf informed
them.
"It’s amazing!" Sam declared. Willow had to agree. The hall was
huge, giant pillars everywhere. It’s eerily beautiful.
They kept walking. Presently they came across a corridor. Faint
light emitted from a slightly ajar door. They walked towards it.
Suddenly, Gimli broke from the pack and raced into the room.
"No, oh no!" the dwarf could be heard moaning. The others followed
him into the room. It was covered with bodies, just like the rest of the
place. Gimli knelt before a large granite slab.
Willow paused. She had been in enough mausoleums to know a tomb
when she saw one. She walked over to the dwarf and wrapped her arms around
him in comfort. Gimli continued to wail.
"What does it say?" came Pippin’s question.
"’Here lies Balin, Lord of Moria’" Gandalf read. "So it is true, he
is dead."
Gimli cried harder. Willow rubbed his back. Tears pricked her
eyes. What a horrible day.
Gandalf picked something up from the floor.
"It’s a record," he explained. Brushing away dust, the wizard
opened the book to its final pages.
"’We cannot get out. They have taken the Bridge. We cannot get
out. Drums- drums in the deep. They are coming.’"
Willow gulped at the entry. This just got worse and worse.
A huge clash brought everyone’s attention to the back of the room.
Pippin stood beside a well, wincing guiltily with every bang.
"Fool of a Took!" Gandalf declared. "Next time, throw yourself in
and save us the trouble of your stupidity!"
"Hey, that’s enough!" Willow interjected. She went to stand beside
the hobbit.
"He made a mistake," she stated evenly. "You don’t have to massacre
him for it. We’re all scared enough as is. Don’t start diminishing
self-esteem as well."
The wizard stared at her long and hard.
"Resolve Face," she warned, pointing a finger to her face.
Pippin snickered. The wizard shook his head slightly. Willow
caught a bit of a smile of his face.
"You will come to all’s defense, even when we are against one
another," he sighed. "May haps you will save all of us."
A faint noise interrupted her reply. Everyone stopped. It was
drumming.
The men jumped into action.
"Orcs," Legolas hissed.
Boromir raced to the door and peered outside. An arrow embedded
itself in the door, barely missing his head. Hastily, he and Aragorn set
about barring the door.
"They have a cave troll," Boromir laughed mirthlessly.
"I knew there had to be something!" Willow shrieked. "It ain’t an
ogre, but it’s close enough."
Everyone stared at her in confusion.
"Just ignore me," she instructed them. The Fellowship returned to
work. The door was barred as well as it could be.
Whoever was on the other side started banging against it. It
wouldn’t hold for long. Everyone drew his or her weapons. Willow and
Gandalf pushed the hobbits behind them.
"It won’t hold," Aragorn warned.
"Let them come!" sneered Gimli, standing atop the tomb with axes in
hand. "There is still one dwarf in Moria that can fight!"
The door started to come apart. Weapons and claws reached through
the openings.
Aragorn and Legolas let arrows lose. Shrieks could be heard from
the Orcs as the arrows found their marks. Willow twirled her sword in her
hand. God, she hoped she was ready.
The door was slammed open. In entered a large blue creature with a
chain wrapped around his neck. He was scary. And he had friends.
"Hey!" Willow shouted in recognition. "Those are the nasty tower
workers!"
"Orcs, my lady," Gandalf informed her.
The enemy charged.
Willow raced about, cutting down as many Orcs that came her way.
The hobbits were doing okay, Sam was getting into it. The boy was fiercely
going after the Orcs.
Willow kept cutting them down while keeping an eye on the hobbits.
Then the troll set his sights on her.
With a huge bellow, the troll charged at her. Willow freaked.
She took off, stabbing Orcs as she went. She led the troll around
in circles. Finally, he trapped her in a corner. It came at her. Legolas
jumped in front of her, arrows striking the creature. It was stalled. The
Elf wrapped his arm around Willow’s waist and carried her away while the
troll was fazed.
Behind a minor sanctuary, Willow turned and kissed Legolas soundly
on the mouth.
"Thinking I love you just now," she informed him.
The Elf beamed at her happily.
Shrieks from the hobbits drove them out of their hiding spot.
"Aragorn!" Frodo could be heard screaming.
Willow raced over at his cries. Aragorn lay in an unconscious heap
by Frodo. The creature obstructed much of her view. She could only see the
troll lunge his lance into the hobbit.
"NOOO!" she screamed. Pippin and Merry jumped on the thing’s back.
It jerked away from Frodo, trying to pull them off. Legolas threw arrows at
it, Gimli threw axes, and Boromir and Gandalf finished off the remaining
Orcs.
Willow looked to Frodo. He wasn’t moving. She turned back to the
troll. It chucked the hobbits off its back.
Willow was pissed. She gathered her magic. She didn’t need a
spell, this was just pure emotion. Her anger gathered at her fingertips.
Electricity crackled off her body, her eyes glowed an inhuman green.
The troll stopped at the sight of her. She snarled at it.
The energy left her hands and barreled towards the creature. It
blew a hole right through him. The troll flopped to the floor dead.
Everyone stared at her. Willow raced over to where Aragorn held
Frodo in his arms.
"Is he. .?" Willow trailed off, her eyes filling with tears.
Coughing from the hobbit answered her question. Frodo opened his
eyes and stared at them.
"I am all right," he assured them. "I am not hurt."
Willow yanked the hobbit into her arms.
"I was so scared," she murmured.
"I am sorry," he replied.
She laughed through her tears. "Not your fault, silly hobbit."
"How?" came Boromir’s question.
"I think there is more to this hobbit than meets the eye," Gandalf
answered.
Wordlessly, Frodo lifted up his shirt and showed them a chain mail
he had on underneath.
"Mithril," breathed Gimli. Willow touched the armor. It was
beautiful.
More drumming drew their attention away from the hobbit.
"We must make for the bridge," Gandalf informed.
The Fellowship gathered itself together and raced out of the room.
Willow kept Frodo clutched desperately in her arms.
**
And they ran.
The whole Fellowship raced madly for the bridge, or something.
Willow wasn’t entirely sure where they were headed, but the others seem to
have a goal in mind.
It would have been okay if only it hadn’t been for the masses of
Orcs that suddenly appeared everywhere they went.
Willow was forced to put Frodo down mid run. The Orcs were chasing
them, flying down the huge pillars of Moria. Willow threw as much magic as
she could at them. It helped a little, but not much. At one point, they
had the Fellowship surrounded.
Willow glanced around them. She gathered her magic into her hands.
She shot a look at Gandalf. He raised his staff. They were as ready as
they could be.
And then magic flooded the hall. Black magic, of a very evil kind.
Everyone sensed it. The Orcs went running for cover.
Willow was guessing that was a bad sign.
"What is this?" Boromir whispered. "New devilry?"
"No," answered Gandalf. "Very old."
Fire and shadow cast upon the halls. Willow gulped audibly.
"Is that a balrog?" she asked tentatively.
Gandalf nodded.
Shit.
"Your weapons are of no more use here," he informed them. "Run!"
And they ran.
Willow herded the hobbits in front of her, pushing them along
briskly. Didn’t want to give the balrog a chance to catch up.
Fire burned the trail behind them.
Yep, definitely didn’t want that thing to catch up to them.
They came to a series of stairwells. None looked too sturdy. But
given the options, what else could they do?
They came to a gap in the stairs. Legolas leapt across easily.
"My lady," he motioned.
"Oh no," Willow protested. "I may be from Sunnydale, but I ain’t
that crazy."
"Now with it lass!" Gandalf commanded, throwing her across.
Willow shrieked in panic. Legolas caught her deftly and turned back
for Gandalf.
When the wizard landed, Willow gave him a loud smack on the arm.
"Don’t do that!" she admonished.
The wizard grinned a sheepish apology.
Arrows flew around them. Willow gazed towards the source. More
Orcs, shooting at them from the rafters. Willow tossed lightning at them.
The Orcs screamed as the bolts fried them alive. Teach those bastards.
Next came Sam, virtually tossed across by Aragorn. Boromir clutched
both Merry and Pippin in his arms and leaped across.
Aragorn turned to Gimli.
"No one tosses a dwarf," he protested. The dwarf squared his
shoulders and leapt across the barricade. He came up a little short.
Legolas latched onto his beard to keep him from falling into the abyss.
"Not the beard!" he shrieked.
The Elf smirked a little and hauled the dwarf to safety.
A sudden rumbling shook the cavern. The steps crumbled away,
stranding Frodo and Aragorn on the other side.
The Fellowship panicked. They couldn’t get to their friends and
they had to deal with the arrows fired at them by the Orcs.
Willow squared her jaw. She concentrated on the wavering steps. In
her mind, she reached an invisible hand out to steady it. Sweat formed on
her forehead. She shook physically from the force of holding the steps up.
The steps steadied.
"Careful lass," came Gandalf’s warning. "Do not let your hold
slip."
"Not helping wizard," Willow choked out.
"Frodo, lean forward," commanded Aragorn. The two strandees leaned
forward, pushing the stairs forward. Boromir and Legolas tensed, preparing
to catch them.
The stairs creaked forward, the two jumped into the arms of their
awaiting comrades. Willow let go of the stairs with a gasp. It took a lot
out of her.
"Hurry!" came Gandalf’s command. Easy for him to say.
Legolas grabbed Willow by her waist and pulled her along. She was
too dizzy to make it on her own.
The Fellowship raced across the bridge. The fire trailing behind
them took form. The balrog reared up in rage. Gandalf turned to face it.
"You cannot pass," he snarled at it. "I am a servant of the Secret
Fire, wielder of the flame of Anor. You cannot pass. The dark fire will
not avail, flame of Udun. Go back to the Shadow! You cannot pass."
The balrog had no answer. A fiery whip appeared in his hands.
This was not good. Gandalf was tired; Willow had done too much
magic already. She had very little left.
The balrog shot his whip at the wizard. A blue glow flashed when
the whip met Gandalf’s magic.
He didn’t have much left, Willow could tell. She had to help.
"You cannot pass!" Gandalf and Willow bellowed in unison. She sent
out her magic. A flash of light burst out in the middle of the air. The
bridge gave out under the monster. He fell. They won.
Willow fell to the ground in a heap. Legolas wrapped an arm around
her waist, pulling her to her feet.
Gandalf turned to face them. Willow smiled weakly at him. They
won.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw a flash of red. She couldn’t
warn him in time. The balrog’s whip spiralled upwards and knocked the
wizard off his feet.
"Gandalf!" Willow screamed in panic. She tried to use magic to pull
him up. Nothing. She was out of magic. She had done too much. She gazed
into the wizard’s eyes in shock. The wizard gazed back and understood.
"Fly you fools!" he commanded. Then, he let go of the ledge. And
Gandalf the Grey fell into darkness.
"NOOOO!" came Frodo’s heart breaking scream.
Willow was aware of pulling. Legolas was pulling her up some steps,
leading her to the exit. But Gandalf was left behind.
"NO!" she protested, sobbing. "We can’t leave him!"
"We must!" came Aragorn’s response.
Legolas pulled her into sunlight. The Fellowship ran from exit,
dropping exhausted beside a small pond.
Gandalf the Grey had fallen into darkness.
**
The whole company was in sorrow.
Pippin lay on the ground, the force of his grief unable to keep him
upright. Merry sat next to him, crying his eyes out. Sam sat alone on a
rock, weeping. Gimli and Boromir stood side by side, looking on in
helplessness and sorrow.
Willow couldn’t stop sobbing. Legolas held her in his arms. She
cried into his tunic. The Elf stroked her hair.
"We must move," Aragorn spoke softly.
Willow turned disbelieving eyes on him.
"Give them a moment’s peace!" demanded Boromir, his own deep voice
catching with emotion.
"We cannot stay," Aragorn stated. "By nightfall, this whole area
will be crawling with Orcs. We must make it to Lothlorien. Come on,
Legolas get them up."
The Elf paused. He looked at the weeping girl in his arms.
"Go on," she whispered, drying her tears on the back of her hand.
"I’ll get Frodo."
He looked at her, still unsure.
"Go on," she prodded, pulling away from him. "You heard Aragorn, we
have to get to La-La land or whatever."
He smiled at her sadly.
"Lothlorien," he corrected her quietly.
"There too," she agreed absently, this time giving him a push in the
direction of the others. Right now, all she wanted to do was to wrap
herself up in the Elf, but there were more pressing matters. Her comfort
would have to wait until they got to safety.
The Elf gave her a parting hug before going to help Aragorn gather
the others. Willow watched him trot off. Boy still had a great ass. She
wanted to go jumping into his arms and start bawling anew.
She turned away abruptly. She couldn’t afford to start crying
again, she wouldn’t be able to stop. She looked for the hobbit. He was off
walking by himself, as if in a trance.
"Frodo?" Willow called after him questioningly.
The hobbit turned at the sound of her voice. His face was streaked
with tears. Willow’s heart broke.
She gave a slight sob and opened her arms. The hobbit ran into them
and the two of them cried together.
Chapter Ten:
They were in a forest now. It was pretty, peaceful, and calming.
And Willow couldn’t enjoy it. Every time she blinked, she saw Gandalf
falling away from her. Falling to his death because she didn’t have enough
magic to save him. She let another person down.
They walked in quietly; no one had words for their grief. Legolas
was holding her hand as they walked. She would have enjoyed it except she
wanted to hold onto the Elf and cry till her eyes dried up.
Gimli and the hobbits walked ahead. The dwarf was telling the
hobbits some story about an enchantress in the forest. Whatever, like that
mattered. Bring on the evil enchantress. Killing something right about now
sounded good.
"Don’t you lads worry," Gimli assured them. "I have the ears of a
fox."
Then he saw the arrow pointed at his face. They were surrounded by
Elves, all pointing arrows at them. Willow was getting real tired of having
projectiles aimed at her.
Legolas had his bow up immediately. An arrow pointed at his head
stopped his movement. The Elf holding the bow motioned him to lower his
weapon.
A flash of lightning followed by a yelp from the offending Elf drew
everyone’s eyes to Willow.
Her hands crackled with electricity. Her eyes glowed green. The
witch had had enough.
Aragorn placed a calming hand on her shoulder.
"It is all right," he soothed. Willow lowered her hands and her
eyes slowly returned to normal. She shot their captors deathly glares.
They all backed up a bit.
"The dwarf breathes so loud we could have shot him in the dark,"
stated one of the Elves snidely, breaking the tense silence.
Gimli seethed in indignation. Willow smirked a bit.
"Haldir," Aragorn whispered to the head Elf. Willow frowned. She
knew what he was saying. But he was saying it in Elvish. Since when was
Willow fluent in Elvish?
"We must see the Lady and Celeborn. We are in need of your help,"
Aragorn finished.
The Elf frowned. He looked at Willow in slight suspicion. She
returned his gaze steadily.
"You have entered the realm of the Lady of the Woods," he announced
finally. "She will decide what to do with you."
And with that, they were ushered away.
**
They were led to a city hidden deep within the forest. Like much of
what she had seen in Middle Earth, the city was breathtakingly beautiful.
Haldir led them into a hall.
They stopped at the base of a staircase. A couple was descending
it. Willow felt their magic before she could make them out. Slowly, they
came into view. Two beautiful Elves, one lady one lord, both dressed in
white, both glowing.
"Lady Firelight," the male greeted her. "You have come to Middle
Earth at last."
"Yeah, it’s a kick ass place," she answered numbly.
The lord smiled lightly at her words and then frowned.
"Ten departed from Rivendell yet only nine are before us," he stated
questioningly. "Where is Gandalf? I have much desire to speak with him."
Willow’s eyes overflowed with tears. She stood crying silently,
only Legolas’s arms holding her upright. The hobbits began to weep anew.
"He has fallen into shadow," the lady exclaimed softly. Willow
raised her face to look at her.
"The mission stands on the edge of a blade. Slip one way, and all
is lost," she paused, eyes roaming over the group. She smiled slightly.
"But hope remains, as long as the company is true. Come, you are weak with
much toil and sorrow. Tonight you will rest safely in our city."
The lady turned to her.
Welcome to Lothlorien, Lady Firelight.
Willow’s eyes widened. A mind reader.
It wasn’t your fault. There was nothing you could have done. Let
his sacrifice be. Forever will we chant the name of Gandalf the Grey in our
songs.
Willow looked into her deep blue eyes.
I am the Lady Galadriel. We will talk later.
You bet we will, Willow answered.
**
Willow followed Galadriel silently. The Elf had woken her from her
sleep and gestured her to follow. The redhead extracted herself from
Legolas’s arms and followed. Lord Celeborn had given Willow her own room,
but she had needed to be with her friends.
She followed the Elf silently. The whole city was quiet. Everyone
slept or silently lamented the loss of Gandalf.
They came into a clearing. Aragorn stood waiting by a small
waterfall. She looked at him questioningly but he only answered with a
shrug.
Galadriel motioned Willow to join her at a small pool at the
waterfall. The redhead approached slowly, eyes watching the lady’s every
move. Galadriel poured water into the pool.
"Will you look into the mirror?" she asked.
"Sure," Willow answered. "What’s in there?"
"Things from all space and time," Galadriel answered. "No one knows
what they will see. The mirror decides for you."
"Why is Aragorn here?"
"He is here on a hope of mine that you will bring an image of his
ancestors to light," Galadriel admitted. "He has many doubts of who he is.
He must realize he comes from a long line of protectors."
Willow nodded. She leaned over the pool.
At first she only saw her own reflection. Then the image wavered
and she saw something else. Buffy’s house, the living room, right after she
had been sucked away.
-Where is she? Spike roared.
The group floundered around. Buffy got on the phone to call Giles
and then Angel.
Another image bounced up. Everyone arriving in Sunnydale to look
for her. The LA Fang Gang and Giles with a whole bunch of Watchers. Riley
appeared eventually. They poured over books. Buffy and the vampires beat
up several creatures for information. Fred scanned the web. Riley made
calls to the military.
Time passed. Connor got larger. He was walking soon enough. Dawn
grew, became more beautiful than ever. Everyone looked harried. Xander
appeared lost, Anya beyond pain. Angel was frantic. He yelled a lot,
especially at Lorne.
Tears flowed down Willow’s cheek. Gods she wished she could talk to
them, let them know she was all right. Her tears continued to flow. A few
hit the pool. The images wavered and then glowed.
Magic bounced off the pool and took form in front of her.
"What is this?" Aragorn demanded, drawing his sword.
"I know not," Galadriel admitted. "This has never happened before."
A cavern appeared before them. Willow approached the image slowly.
Something important was about to happen.
"Willow?" came a voice. A very familiar voice. Dawn, beautiful at
eighteen, stepped in front of the image.
"Dawnie," Willow whispered.
The girl broke into a grin.
"IT’S WILLOW!" she shrieked. "GUYS, I FOUND WILLOW! COME QUICKLY!"
Footsteps were heard resounding off the walls. Her friends filtered
into the cavern.
"Red," breathed Spike in relief. He made for the redhead. Only to
be stopped by an invisible wall. He pounded on it furiously.
Angel’s words came back to the redhead.
Then we found you, perfectly safe and sad around the edges. We
reached out for you, but no one could get to you. You were out of our reach
forever . . .
Tears flowed down her cheeks. This was it, the last time she would
ever lay eyes on her friends.
"I’m okay," she whispered to them. "I can’t come home, but I am
okay."
"What do you mean you can’t come home?" demanded Xander.
Angel stepped forward. "Willow just hold on, we’ll find a way
through."
"There isn’t a way through," she told him through her tears. "This
was all meant to be. I’m sorry I can’t come home. I’ll miss all of you
forever, but this is what was meant to be."
"NO!" came Buffy’s protest. "Nothing is set in stone. We are
getting you out of there."
Their pleading and demands broke her heart. Willow’s knees gave out
from the force of her sobs. Arms encircled her. She looked up. Aragorn
held her in his arms, eyes watching her carefully. She smiled at him and
then turned to her friends.
"I’m safe here," she assured them. "I’ve got some friends here who
can take care of me. You could say it’s in their blood."
"Who the hell is that guy?" Spike demanded.
"Do I know you?" was Angel’s question.
"He’s of you," Willow answered softly. "Know that I am safe with
him. He is of you."
"Connor," breathed Angel. The vampire grinned. "My Connor makes
it."
"You all do," she whispered.
"My lady," came Galadriel. "The image is wavering. You must say
your farewell."
"Now just hold on for one minute you pointy eared freak," Spike
hissed. "Red is not saying goodbye. She’s coming with us."
Galadriel frowned. "This is the great poet William Exeter?"
Willow laughed. "He’s just a grumpy old man who can write pretty
poetry."
"Willow!" Dawn cried. "Don’t leave. Not again."
"I’m sorry," Willow answered. "I’m so sorry."
The cavern faded. Other images appeared. Her friends, all
assembled in Buffy’s house once more. Xander and Anya sat on the couch,
both simply staring forward. Buffy wandered from room to room, putting
things away and then taking them out again. Giles sat in the far corner of
the dining room, pouring himself drink after drink after drink. Angel sat
in the kitchen, brooding away the time. Fred sat next to him, cuddling
Connor to her herself, calming the agitated baby. Riley sat on the
staircase, looking at the front door as if willing Willow to walk through
it. Gunn and Wesley watched on helplessly as Cordelia bit her nails and
muttered to herself. In her room, Dawn lay on her bed. She was sobbing and
clutching a photo of the redhead to her chest. Spike sat on Willow’s old
bed, in her old room. There was a pink sweater laid out before him.
-That lilac number. Could have eaten you right then.
Spike buried his head in her sweater as blood tears rolled down his
cheeks.
Willow wanted to die for all the grief they felt. Slowly time
passed. Her friends were able to smile again. They accepted their loss and
turned their heads to other things. Marriages happened. Babies happened.
Connor grew, became the Saviour. He binded the realms, made all things
peaceful. They all lived happily ever after.
The image slowly dimmed. Willow was left in the clearing with
Aragorn still holding her up. Silence reigned.
"Hope you got something out of that," Willow finally whispered to
the man. She quickly extradited herself from his arms and ran back into the
city. She ran fast. Soon, she came upon the room Celeborn had made for
her. Slamming the door behind her, Willow fell onto the bed in tears.
Her door creaked open.
"My lady?" Legolas called. She lifted her head and stared at him
mutely.
He shut the door behind him and approached the bed.
"Are you all right?" he asked softly. Willow shook her head.
"Can I help?"
She looked at the Elf. He was always around for her. Throughout
their mission, she had been drawn to him. He saved her, helped her, and
generally looked out for her. And there were all those kisses. Slowly she
realized the Elf loved her. She also became aware that she loved him as
well. But how to say it?
"Willow?" he asked, blue eyes lined with worry.
She smiled at him. "That’s the first time you called me Willow
instead of my lady."
Legolas shrugged slightly, a smile forming on his own lips.
Willow sighed and got up. Wordlessly she held out her arms for the
Elf. He sunk down beside her and pulled her into his embrace. She buried
her face into his neck and closed her eyes.
"I love you," came his whisper.
"I know," she replied. Willow raised her head to look him in the
eyes. He leaned down and placed a kiss on her lips. Willow sighed in
contentment. She pushed up against him, turning them both around as one.
She lay down on her back, pulling him with her.
No more tears were shed that night.
**
Willow woke with the sun shining on her face. She moaned slightly
and buried her head into soft blond hair. That woke her right up. She
didn’t have blond hair.
Willow opened both eyes slowly. She turned her head slightly.
Legolas lay asleep next to her, arm draped across her stomach. The events
of the previous night came back to her. Oddly, she wasn’t at all
embarrassed or even self-conscious. She was content, not happy after all
she saw last night, but content here with her Elf. Her Elf, her Legolas,
her love.
Smiling, she gazed at him. He eventually opened his eyes and looked
at her.
"Good morning," she whispered.
"Good morning," he answered. His hand came up to stroke her cheek.
"Never leave me."
"Never," she consented.
Happy, the Elf planted a kiss on her lips and gathered her up in his
arms. Willow lay in his embrace happily.
**
They were leaving Lothlorien.
The Fellowship was assembled by the shore of the Great River. The
Elves of Lothlorien gathered to see them off. There were three boats
supplied to them. All three were crammed pack with food and various other
supplies.
Lady Galadriel drew Willow to the side.
"Lady Firelight, I have a gift for you," the Elf presented a crystal
bracelet. "A protective charm. It will always let you know where your love
is."
"Love?"
"I am not as blind as you think," Galadriel shot a glance at
Legolas. "Your lover, Legolas Greenleaf, prince of Mirkwood."
Willow blushed slightly.
"Do not be embarrassed," Galadriel admonished. "The love he has for
you is truly beautiful. Your love for him is likewise. This charm will
help you find him if you are ever lost."
Willow thanked her and turned back to her company.
"Lady," a hand on her arm stopped her. "Do not wait too long to
tell him that you love him. It is something you both need."
Willow stared at her long and hard. Finally, she smiled and thanked
the Elf once more. She turned around and rejoined her group.
Chapter Eleven:
They made their way down the river slowly. Willow sat rather
uncomfortably in a boat between Legolas and Gimli. The Elf was rowing while
her and the dwarf sat idly. Willow had offered to help row, but was quickly
talked down. The men would have nothing of it. Willow guessed the feminist
revolution had yet to take hold in Middle Earth. Pippin and Merry were next
to them with Boromir at the helm. The man was worried by something. Willow
had wanted to talk to him at Lothlorien, but she had been preoccupied to say
the least. Frodo and Sam were in Aragorn’s boat. The Ringbearer had the
saddest look on his face. Willow figured Galadriel and her magic pool had
something to do with it. That thing seemed to relish in putting people off.
Willow was pretty sure she didn’t like traveling. It was boring.
Nothing to do but keep moving. It would probably help if she knew where
they were heading, but then again, the men kept all such plans to
themselves. She really missed the old days on the Hellmouth. There, she
didn’t have to go looking for trouble; someone usually imported it for her.
It was easier to have the evil come to you rather than to march around in
circles to get at him. But then again, maybe she was giving it too much
thought. Lord knows she had a problem with the over thinking. Cordelia
always used to criticize her for it . . .
No, she didn’t want to think of home. Funny, she had begun to
accept her place here. It was easier knowing she would be stuck here before
she had seen her friends. They eventually got past it, but not for years.
Willow wasn’t looking forward to years of missing her loved ones. At least
she had her hobbits, and her Elf. Heck, she even had her own human Angel.
And let’s not forget her Elf.
Willow shot him a quick look. He was rowing but not really paying
attention to what he was doing. His eyes were on the shores. Willow
understood his preoccupation. There was something off over there, but she
didn’t know what.
Legolas caught her staring at him and offered her a smile. Willow
returned it, blushing only slightly. She turned back around to face the
front. Gimli was bored. Dwarves were too small to be effective rowers, so
like Willow he had nothing to do. At the moment, he was idly flicking at
the water. One of his flicks landed too hard and a few drops of water
landed on Pippin’s head. The hobbit turned around and glared at the dwarf.
And so began the Great Water Fight.
**
They had just passed the Argonath, two giant statues of kings
supposedly guarding the way. Willow had giggled. They reminded her of
Giles and Wesley. She wished she could have shared with Legolas or one of
the human men, but they were still rather angry with their companions.
Though they had not participated, the rowers had ultimately been the losers
in the Great Water Fight. Legolas was still shaking water out of his long
blonde hair and still rather cross. He kept shooting his passengers dirty
looks, which only set them off in peals of laughter. Willow couldn’t help
herself. He looked so sexy when flustered. Of course, he looked sexy all
the time, but whatever.
Eventually, Aragorn called everyone over to the bank. They were
setting up camp for the night. Willow wasn’t too sure about that, after
all, the shore gave her Wiggins. She really wanted to talk to him about
that, but first Aragorn and Gimli had a minor spat that ended in the dwarf
leaving sputtering indignantly. But apparently, Legolas had the same idea
as her.
"There is an ever growing dark presence on my mind," the Elf
informed him. "We should leave now."
Aragorn looked doubtful.
"He’s right," Willow piped up. "We should leave. Something’s wrong
here. My spidey sense is tingling."
"Your what is tingling?" Aragorn repeated.
"Pop culture references are pretty lost on you guys huh?" Willow
rolled her eyes. "I can feel something’s off. Legolas is right, let’s
bail."
"Where’s Frodo?" Sam’s voice interrupted the debate. Willow spun
around at that. She scanned the area, not spotting a glimpse of the hobbit.
She did notice that Boromir was gone as well. And for reasons unknown to
her, that scared the witch very much.
"We better find them," she instructed, jogging off into the woods.
She heard noises behind her as the others scrambled to follow.
**
Willow jumped through the trees, trying to find any sight of Frodo
or Boromir. Every second that passed just served to increase her anxiety.
She didn’t quite understand why she was getting so worked up for it. But
there was a sense of urgency in the air.
She could hear or make out the others. The whole Fellowship was out
and about in the forest. Willow’s heart fell slightly at the idea. Isn’t
that how all horror movies start out? Our heroes plunge into the wooded
unknown and end up slaughtered by some freak with a chainsaw. Only the
knowledge that chainsaws didn’t exist in these times helped to calm her
nerves.
She still didn’t catch sight of either of her quarry. Willow
slumped against a tree, defeated. She was going to have to use magic and
run the risk of Saruman finding her. But considering the fact that the
Ringbearer was AWOL, Willow was calling for extenuating circumstances.
Then she felt it. Like all the other times, it was like being hit
with a ton of bricks. Black magic literally crawled up her arms. She could
feel the essence of it all over her. It made her sick to her stomach.
Frodo. Frodo had put on the ring. That wasn’t the smartest thing
he’s ever done. Willow tried to struggle to her feet. She had to find the
hobbit, make sure he was okay.
A blazing heat struck her suddenly. The forest became unbearably
hot. Willow slumped back down against the tree. Sweat formed on her
forehead. She couldn’t see straight. Her vision blurred and unfocused,
leaving the redhead disoriented.
Then, something came through the haze. The eye. That big blazing
red eye that freaked the hell out of Boromir. It was large and cat-like,
creating a sense of foreboding in the beholder. It neared her. Willow
heard whispers start up around her. She couldn’t quite make them out, but
they were getting louder.
"Lady Firelight," it hissed at her. "Now I see you for who you
really are."
It rushed at her. Willow could feel it trying to rip her mind
apart. It was in her mind, he was in her mind. And then something clicked
for the redhead.
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" Willow shrieked at the apparition. The eye flew
by her and disappeared from sight.
"Willow!" came the shout from beyond the trees. Seconds later,
Legolas and Gimli rushed to her side. Willow became aware that she was
sitting on the ground, weapons cast aside.
"What is it?" Legolas asked, checking her over for injuries.
"I’m okay," she assured them. "I’m fine."
"You were screaming," Gimli protested.
"Frodo!" she sprang to her feet. Willow hastily gathered her
weapons. "He put on the ring. I felt it."
"Why would he do such a thing?" Legolas demanded.
"I don’t know," she shrugged. "But we have to find him. Sauron
felt it too. That’s who I was screaming at."
"Sauron was here!" Gimli immediately brought his axe up.
"No, but I saw the eye," she explained. "It came at me. Wanted in
my head."
"Did it hurt you?" Legolas demanded, eyes flashing.
"No, but he knows me," Willow offered.
"So, now he knows we have the Lady Firelight with us," Gimli brushed
this off. "Let him try to do anything about it."
"No!" Willow shook her head. "I didn’t say he knew about me.
Sauron obviously knew I had been called like way before. That’s why the
Ringwraiths were after Frodo and me. But Sauron, when he sent his eye, I
figured it out. He knows me."
"You mean . . ."
"I mean, if he know me, I know him," Willow gave them a grim look.
"Which means, I met Sauron four thousand years ago. On the
Hellmouth."
**
But of course the forest was crawling with Orcs. Explained the
wiggins, but pissed her off. She really hated these guys. And the best
news was that these Orcs seemed to be some sort of new breed. They looked
like those things she had seen in the tower. Willow took the leap and
assumed Saruman made them. Willow hated that wizard. If she ever got her
hands on him . . .
And they were fighting. There were so many of them. And they just
rushed on by them. Whoever wasn’t cut down made for deeper into the woods.
Which meant they were after something specific. Willow had a pretty good
idea what that was.
Through the sounds of battle, another noise rose above the rest.
And resounding blast.
"The horn of Gondor," Gimli breathed in wonder.
Willow’s heart constricted. Boromir had told her the story behind
that horn. Warriors sounded it when they were in trouble. And if Boromir
was in trouble, they better get to him fast.
Willow turned away from the battle and turned to the sounds of the
horn. She raced desperately towards it and was stuck when it stopped. She
glanced around her, trying to find any sign of her friend. She had about
given up when she heard fighting start again. The redhead ran further into
the woods.
She came upon Aragorn in the middle of the fight with a massive Orc.
She would have helped but her eyes fell on a lone figure on the ground.
Boromir lay wounded, three arrows in his chest. Willow raced over to the
fallen man. Tears blurred her vision as she checked on the severity of his
wounds. His hand stopped her investigation of the arrows.
"Leave them," he gasped to her. "We both know nothing can be done."
Willow burst into tears. She could do nothing. One of the arrows
had pierced his heart. His lungs were filling with blood as they spoke.
She couldn’t save him, no magic she knew could save him. Boromir was dying.
She heard Aragorn settle on his other side. She turned around and
saw the now beheaded figure of the Orc. Good, she had a feeling this was
his work. Aragorn checked the wounds as well, being stopped by Boromir
also. Willow lifted up the man’s head and placed it in her lap. Her
fingers ran through his dark blonde locks and Willow felt her heart break.
Another friend fallen, another friend lost.
"Frodo," Boromir rasped. "Where’s Frodo?"
"I let him go," Aragorn replied, placing a calming hand on the man’s
shoulder. Willow gave him a look at that.
"The Ringbearer’s fate is no longer in our hands," he explained to
both of them.
"I tried to take it from him," Boromir confessed. "I tried-"
"It doesn’t matter," Willow interrupted him. "None of that matters.
You are a good man and you will die with your friends beside you."
"I do not deserve such a privilege," the dying man moaned.
"Well I’m the great Lady Firelight and I say you do," Willow
countered. "And I wouldn’t argue with me. I’m quite the big shot around
here."
Boromir gave a little laugh at that. He sobered quickly.
"The little ones!" he groaned in panic. "They took the little
ones!"
Willow’s heart constricted once more. She had momentarily forgotten
about the hobbits. She raised scared eyes to Aragorn.
"We will get them back," he promised both. "Worry not."
"The white city," Boromir continued.
"I will never let it fall," Aragorn swore.
"Me neither," Willow added. Her hands stroked his forehead. "And
we’ll tell everyone all about Boromir of Gondor, so brave of heart he died
trying to protect the lives of innocents."
Boromir gave them both grateful smiles.
"My lady I would have fought the world for you," he pledged. "And
my captain, my king, I would have followed you."
Both humans nodded. Aragorn handed Boromir his sword. Willow
watched helplessly as the man faded from this world. And then suddenly, it
was all over. Boromir was dead.
Fresh tears streamed down her face. Aragorn kissed the top of the
man’s head.
"Be at peace, son of Gondor," he whispered to his fallen comrade.
That just made Willow cry harder. Arms encircled her from behind. Legolas.
The Elf had found his way to them. Willow turned around and buried her
face into his chest. Her body was racked with heaving sobs for her friend.
Legolas hugged her, his own tears flowing freely. Gimli approached, head
bowed in respect. Aragorn pushed his eyelids shut and sat back on his
heels, tears on his face as well.
And so Boromir of Gondor ended his part in this tale.
**
The River was oddly calm now. Maybe even water had respect
for the parcel it carried. That great warrior cut down in the heat
of battle.
Willow watched tiredly as the others placed Boromir into one
of the canoes. She had insisted on cleaning him up. She pulled the
leaves from his hair, washed the blood off his face, and combed every
lock into place. He looked quite handsome, quite peaceful. And
quite dead.
Legolas kept shooting her worried looks. And for good
reason, the redhead had been silent since the death of Boromir.
Willow knew that he worried but couldn't do much about it. So much
had gone wrong in the last hour. Boromir died, Frodo and Sam ran
away, Sauron was someone from her past, and the Orcs had taken Merry
and Pippin. Not exactly the high expectations they had started the
journey off with.
She sat perched on a rock, watching as Gimli and Aragorn
loaded the canoe up with the helmet and weapons of all those Boromir
had slain. It was his honour, his tribute, or something. Willow
didn't feel like it mattered. All it represented was death, so much
death in such a little time. For such a tiny little thing.
She turned her head forward, eyes going to the river. She
could make out the canoe of the hobbits, slowly making its way to the
other shore. Both turned around every now and then, to cast a look
back at her. She would stare back emotionlessly. She knew they were
doing what they had to do, but she couldn't muster any comfort for
them at the moment. Too much hurt still ached in her chest.
The canoe bearing their fallen friend was placed into the
water and then cast off. It floated past her and she looked down.
He looked almost angelic in the morning sun, so peaceful. It could
almost be as if he was sleeping, but she knew he wasn't. Boromir was
gone, just like so many others she had loved.
She continued to follow the canoe with her eyes. She watched
until it became a speck on the horizon, floating until it finally
fell over the edge of the waterfall. And she continued to watch a
little while after that. In her heart, she bade farewell to the man
she had become to think of as a friend. It saddened her to think
that she might be saying more in the days to come.
Splashing from behind brought her attention back to the
others. She turned and watched as Legolas tried to push a canoe into
the water.
"We must hurry!" the Elf urged them. "Frodo and Sam have
already reached the Eastern shore."
She turned back to looking across the water. Sure enough,
the hobbits had abandoned their canoe and were taking off into the
forest. She did nothing about it. Neither did Aragorn.
Legolas stilled, exchanging a glance with Gimli.
"You mean not to follow," he stated in a slightly confused
voice.
"Frodo's fate is no longer in our hands," Aragorn replied
sadly.
"So it was all in vain," Gimli muttered dejectedly. "The
Fellowship has failed."
And maybe it had, but then again, nothing was over until the
fat lady sang. Willow's eyes looked deeply into the forest on the
Eastern shore. She could make out the disappearing hobbits. She
closed her eyes and concentrated.
-Frodo Baggins and Samwise Gamgee. Be safe my friends and
come back to us safely. Or I'm going to be seriously ticked with you
two.
She heard their laughter in her mind, feeling the ease her
communication had given them. A small smile curved her lips as she
slowly opened her eyes. The other three were standing rather
sullenly around. Legolas was actually pouting.
She laughed and hopped off her rock.
"We haven't failed boys," she rallied them. "We're still
here and we're still together. And that counts for something."
"The lady is right," Aragorn enthused. "As long as we remain
true to one another, we have not failed. Come, we will not leave
Pippin and Merry to torment and death."
He turned around, sheathing a dagger and pulling some
supplies.
"Leave behind everything that is not necessary," he
instructed. "Pack light. Let's go hunt some Orc."
Gimli let out a bellow of spirit, racing off after the man.
Willow laughed, reaching to scoop up some daggers and her sword.
Legolas helped her bundle up some blankets and such, tying things
together and making them easier to carry.
He had been ready to rush off after their friends, but a hand
on his arm stopped him.
"Yes Willow?" he asked, eyes concerned immediately. Willow
smiled and gave him the sweetest kiss she could muster.
"I love you," she whispered to him. His face lit up and he
kissed her back.
"I love you," he returned.
"We all know that you two buffoons! Now hurry up! You can
slobber over each over later!"
They jerked apart at the declaration. Their eyes went off to
the hills, watching Aragorn and Gimli laugh at them from a distance.
Willow blushed and then stuck her tongue out at them. Legolas was
stunned.
"He really does have the ears of a fox."
Chapter Twelve
Willow fidgeted. She bit her lip, turning her eyes side-to-
side, and frowning deeply at the sight before her. Her fingers went
to play with the hem of her shirt, and she began bouncing on the
balls of her feet. Her green eyes went to the dwarf beside her, a
slightly confused look on her face. Finally she had to do it. She
had to ask.
"What's he doing?" she whispered out of the corner of her
mouth, trying to be as discreet as possible. Gimli huffed and
shrugged, peering at Aragorn in confusion equal to her own. Willow
shook her head, leaning forward to try and discern exactly what
Aragorn was doing.
"He is tracking," came the whispered reply in her ear.
Willow jumped, relaxing only slightly when she saw Legolas at her
side. She blushed a bit, both at his nearness and the fact that he
overheard her.
"You know, that Elf hearing is an unfair advantage," she
muttered under her breath, sending the Elf a bit of a sour look. He
merely smiled at her, hand patting her back before he turned
attentively to Aragorn.
Willow sighed, feeling she would have appreciated more of a
pat on the back from the Elf. A full-fledge make out session was
what she would have preferred actually, and they could probably get
away with it. Aragorn was far too busy doing whatever he was doing
to pay much attention to his companions. Of course, since they were
trying to track their friends, maybe it would be productive for him
to get up and actually start the tracking.
The redhead huffed a bit, edging a bit closer to the man,
wide eyes taking in his form. Aragorn didn't even register her
presence, well in no way she knew of. He just stayed where he was,
doing his thing, which she couldn't quite figure out.
"Why are you doing that?" she finally asked loudly, frowning
down at Aragorn. The man looked up from his position of lying on the
ground with his ear pressed against the earth. He seemed a bit
puzzled, holding up a hand to stay her questions as he sought . . .
something. But if he thought he could figure out where the Orcs had
taken the hobbits by trying to be one with the earth, maybe he was
finally starting to lose it. All the stress of being the leader of a
failed fellowship and losing more than half the company, it was bound
to have an effect on a person.
"He is a Ranger," Legolas reminded her. "He is tracking the
Orcs and the hobbits."
"Are you telling me he can hear-"
"They have changed direction," Aragorn interrupted, rising to
his feet and brushing the dirt off his hands. He looked to his
companions, a frown marring his features.
"They are heading straight to Isengard with their load," he
muttered, glaring off into the horizon. "Straight to Saruman."
"And that's surprising because?" Willow prompted with raised
eyebrows.
"Why would they head all the way back around to Isengard when
Mordor is where the ring should be headed?" Aragorn
shrugged. "Something is not quite balanced on the side of our foes.
Something is amiss."
"Amiss?" Willow arched an eyebrow at the man. "You got all
that from trying to be one with the earth?"
Gimli snickered at that. Aragorn smirked at bit at her,
nodding his head towards the horizon.
"Come," he ordered, trotting away. "We must go."
"Go?" Willow repeated, slowly following the man. "Does that
mean running again? Because I'm so unimpressed with that."
"We must hurry," was all he added before taking off in a full
run. Willow glared after his retreating form, stamping her foot.
"I don't run this much!" she whined. Legolas only gave her a
slight kiss before trotting off after Aragorn. She was left standing
there with Gimli, a sour look on her face.
"I'm really starting to hate those two."
Gimli only grunted, hefting his axe a bit before running
after the first two. Willow rolled her eyes before taking up a light
jog to catch up with her friends. For the umpteenth time since her
arrival in this land, Willow wondered why she couldn't have been
transported to a time that had automobiles. Or at least a bicycle or
something.
She wasn't made to do this much running.
**
They had made it far, with very little rest. Willow slumped
against Legolas as they stopped once again. Aragorn had stopped in
the middle of his trek, falling to the floor in one full swoop.
Willow skidded to a stop to avoid hitting Legolas full on. The Elf
put out a hand to stop her, studying Aragorn in curiosity as the man
searched the earth. The redhead keeled over, breathing hard with the
Elf trying to hold her upright.
"I. Don't. Run. This. Much," she gasped, glaring at him a
bit. Stupid Elf, with all his breath and not winded at all. Not
even sweating while Willow here was mopping sweat off her forehead.
Gimli was in the same boat as her, stumbling up behind the whole lot
of them. The dwarf looked about ready to collapse.
Aragorn also wasn't winded. In fact, he was fine, just like
Legolas. Must be that whole Ranger deal. So not happy with either
the man or the Elf. If they insisted on running this much, then
maybe one of them should carry her or something. Because she sure as
hell didn't agree with it.
"Can't we just stop for like two minutes, or days?" she asked
feebly. Legolas just gave her a smile, but said nothing. She just
grumbled, turning to plead with Aragorn, but he wasn't paying
attention to her.
Instead, he stayed on the ground, examining things there. He
straightened after a bit, handing something wordlessly over to
Willow. The redhead accepted it with confusion, eyes going to the
tiny pendant in her hand. She recognized the green leaves and gold
lining immediately. They all had one just like it, on the robes
given to them by Galadriel.
"The hobbits," she choked out. Aragorn nodded, turning his
head to look out over the landscape.
"Thrown off no doubt," Legolas surmised. "These pendants do
not fall off lightly."
"Which means they are alive, for now," Aragorn continued,
still looking around him. "Saruman most likely asked for them to be
taken alive. They are safe until the Orcs get them to Isengard."
Willow sighed, looking forlornly at the pendant in her
hands. Her finger traced over the leaves carefully as she gave
thought to the friends she had lost mere days before. She had
started this trip off with all four of her hobbits, and now she was
without one of them. Two she would not meet until the very end, but
two more were in dire danger. And the only thing she could do now
was to try and save them.
"So we stop them before then," Willow interjected. "Which
means I shut up about the running and just carry on as fast as my
legs will take me."
Aragorn favoured her with a warm smile.
"Exactly that my lady," he nodded, pointing to the land
around them. "They have taken them through the land of Rohan. We
must follow."
"What's in Rohan?" Willow asked, starting a slow walk to join
Aragorn.
"It is the land of the horse masters," Gimli offered, huffing
as he hobbled to join his companions. "Proud people, finest bred
horses in all of Middle Earth. Or so I'm told. Dwarves and horses
do not exactly go together."
Willow gave a little laugh, the image of the dwarf
floundering around on a horse coming to her mind. Legolas snickered
beside her, his dancing eyes letting her know he was thinking of the
same thing. Gimli stared hard at the both of them before nudging
past them in a huff.
"Well, what are we waiting for?" he bellowed, starting down
the rocky hill. "Those Orcs won't catch themselves."
Willow shook her head, swallowing her moan of dismay before
clasping Legolas's hand and running off down the hill in pursuit of
the phantom Orc trail.
**
And on and on with the running. Hours turned into days very
quickly, all at a fast paced step. They stopped only in the dead of
the night, falling to whatever shelter they could find. Aragorn
spent much time kneeling on the floor and trying to hear anything
that would lead them to the Orcs.
Willow was very glad for these brief breaks, basking in them
whenever she could. Her very many years on the Hellmouth had made
her perfectly adept at running, but for such a long time? Back home
she usually only had to run for a maximum of an hour or two before
Buffy would come and save her. Too bad that wasn't an option here.
Did you know that Elves sleep with their eyes open? She
hadn't known that, but had very quickly found out. It had scared the
hell out of her to see Legolas like that. She had opened her eyes,
falling out of sleep rather suddenly. The fire had still been going,
Gimli snoring contentedly beside it. Aragorn was up for the guard
and she thought that Legolas was too. But he wasn't moving, or even
breathing that noticeably. And he didn't even flinch when she neared
him.
Aragorn had explained to her that he was sleeping before she
had the opportunity to freak out. He had seemed surprise that she
didn't know that particular fact, something that made her blush. She
wondered how long and how much her other friends knew about her and
the Elf. She thought she had been all discreet about it, but hell,
everyone knew. But whatever, she figured Aragorn knew what that felt
like. After all, everyone knew about him and Arwen, but then again,
those two were so bad at hiding it. Maybe she and Legolas were too.
Anyway, the sleeping thing was creepy. She didn't like that
glass eyed look on her Elf. Figuring there was no point in really
pretending anymore, she curled up next to him, worriedly watching him
for a bit before falling into sleep.
She awoke to breakfast and knowing smirks from Gimli and
Aragorn. You know, for warriors and princes and the like, they were
awful immature about some things. All this winking and the smirking,
she guessed boys would be boys no matter what time frame you were in.
"How come you do that when you sleep?" she asked Legolas once
they had started trekking again. He looked at her in confusion,
taking his eyes off the horizon for once.
"Do what?" he asked in reply.
"That open eye thing," she clarified, jogging a bit to keep
pace with him. He smiled and shrugged.
"Elves do not close their eyes when they sleep," he
explained. "We do not need to as it isn't really sleep. Just rest."
"Oh," well, it hadn't really answered her question, but
whatever. Probably not the most important thing going on at the
moment anyway. She put her hand inside her cloak, grasping the
pendant there slightly. Her thoughts turned away from the trek to
the hobbits once more. She knew where Merry and Pippin were for the
time being, and she also knew that they would be safe until they
reached Isengard.
But she had no such guarantee for Frodo or Sam. Not for the
first time she questioned her decision to let them go without
following. Maybe they should have split up and followed each pair of
hobbits. Maybe that way would have been better and someone would be
with Frodo and Sam. Lord knows what was happening to them right
now . . .
Willow gave a little squeal when Legolas jerked her arm,
pulling her out of her reverie. She felt herself being tugged and
stumbled along with it, mouth making protesting noises that Legolas
silenced with a hand. He pulled her to a small shelter, Aragorn and
Gimli joining them.
"Riders," the Elf explained calmly, arm pulling Willow down
and still. "Men, they look like riders of Rohan."
"Where?" Willow asked, trying to crane her neck for a look.
Legolas smiled at her, pulling her down once more.
"They are there," he whispered amusedly. "Trust me. They
should be upon us in a little bit."
"How did you . . . Elvish sight," she answered her question
with a roll of her eyes. "You know, you seem to have a lot of those
superior senses. How come you only mention them now?"
"You never asked before," he replied innocently. The redhead
blinked, turning an astounded face to her other companions.
"That sounded a little like lip," she giggled. "I'm a bad
influence on all of you."
"They near," Aragorn whispered, hand going to shush her.
Willow frowned at that hand, but keeping quiet as her ears picked up
the sounds of approaching horses. Ooh, horses. They could use
horses. Because humans can only run so far on their own volition.
And Willow was pretty much near the end of her running.
Legolas covered her head as the company swept by them, dust
going flying up around them. Willow ducked into his arms, coughing
slightly as all the dust came up into her face.
"Riders of Rohan," Aragorn affirmed, watching them pass. He
gave them all one look and nodded in the direction of the riders.
Willow frowned, not sure that it would be a good idea but whatever.
It was already done, Aragorn jumping out and calling for their
attention. The others scrambled out after him, looking at the
mounted warriors in curiosity.
Not surprisingly they were surrounded, all kinds of pointy,
sharp weapons pointed at them. Normally, this would have made her
nervous, but during her short stay here, Willow had become accustomed
to it. It seemed that all anyone ever did in Middle Earth was point
sharp weapons at others. A person just had to learn to discern
whether the wielder of the weapon was in a receptive and cautious
mood, or a jabby killing mood.
"A dwarf, an Elf, and two humans," one, the leader she was
assuming, spoke. "What business have you in Rohan?"
"We come as friends," Aragorn was quick to reply. The man
snorted.
"There are no more friends left in Middle Earth," he
muttered. "Only enemies and spies."
"We are not spies," Aragorn protested, stepping forward in
earnest.
"Who are you?" the man asked sternly.
"Tell me your name," Gimli spoke up. "And then I'll let you
know mine."
Willow wanted to tell the dwarf that this was not one of the
best times to be testing his limits. Leader guy's eyes bulged and he
turned a glare on the dwarf. Willow resisted the urge to gulp
audibly or to show any sign of fear as the man jumped off his horse
and approached.
"I could have you dead with a wave of my hand," the man
threatened, bringing his right hand to his sword. Legolas reacted
instantly, arrow to bow and pointed at the man's head in an instant.
"You would be dead before you even dropped that hand,"
Legolas threatened. Willow flinched when the other riders advanced,
feeling some spears poke her in the back. She felt a little anger
towards her Yummy Elf. With one move he had turned the strange
riders from cautious wielding to jabby killing wielding. If he
wasn't so hot, she might have held it against him.
"Boys," she started off through clenched teeth. "Let's not
fight. I don't think it's going to be all that productive."
Leader guy's eyes fell on her in that instant and Willow saw
his eyes flicker strangely. She looked back at him nervously,
flinching again when one of the riders poked her a bit too hard.
Aragorn took the distraction and put a reassuring hand on Legolas's
arm.
"Willow is right," the man stated firmly, pushing the bow
down slowly. "We did not come here to fight."
Everyone eased up a bit, leader guy pushing back, but eyes
never leaving Willow. Legolas frowned at the man, standing rather
protectively in front of the redhead. Willow just shot her gaze
between Aragorn and leader guy, waiting for some sort of resolution
to come about.
"I am Aragorn, son of Arathorn," Aragorn started, nodding
towards his companions. "This is Gimli, son of Gloin and Legolas, of
Mirkwood."
Leader guy nodded, raising his eyebrows rather obviously in
Willow's direction.
"My sister," Aragorn was quick to reply. "The Lady Willow."
Willow scrunched up her nose a bit, not liking the Lady bit.
She was very nervous for some reason. She thought leader guy would
so see through Aragorn's lie. After all, not like they looked a
thing alike. And why would a man bring his sister out with him,
along with a dwarf and an Elf, to traipse across Rohan?
"Sister?" leader guy repeated. See? Didn't buy it for a
second.
"And who might you be?" Legolas asked him, stepping up to the
front. Leader guy straightened, looking to his gathered men. He
waved a hand and the riders finally backed off. Willow let out a
sigh of relief as the spears were removed from her back. The redhead
licked her lips, going to stand behind Aragorn.
"I am Eomer," leader introduced himself. "Nephew of the king
of Rohan. But Rohan is no longer a friendly place for anyone, not
even blood. Saruman has poisoned the land and those not willing to
follow have been banished."
"Like you?" Willow couldn't help but ask. Eomer turned his
head sharply at the sound of her voice, nodding hesitantly when he
laid eyes on her.
"Yes, and the rest of us," he motioned to the men surrounding
him. "Some two thousand strong. We have nothing to do but patrol
the lands, killing the enemy where we can. The king has been
poisoned, and we are banished from his sight."
"We are looking for our friends," Aragorn offered. "Two of
them, they had been taken by a band of Orcs."
Willow noticed immediately how Eomer came to attention at the
word "Orc". She approached cautiously, looking him right in the eye.
"Have you seen them?" she asked, a slight quiver to her
voice. Eomer looked troubled, failing to meet her eyes fully.
"There was a band of Orcs," he revealed. "We came upon them
in the night."
"Did you see our friends?" Gimli pressed. "You couldn't have
mistaken them for Orcs. They're hobbits. About this high."
"They would have looked like children to you," Aragorn
continued. Eomer exchanged looks with his riders, looks Willow
didn't like at all. He looked guilty.
"You didn't," she whispered, tears threatening her
eyes. "You couldn't have mistaken them. They're only about three
feet tall!"
"We slew all that were there," Eomer confessed, no longer
meeting her eyes at all. "We burned the bodies, just over that rise."
The four companions turned, seeing the puff of smoke emerging
off to their left. Willow bit her lip, trying to ward off the fear
she was feeling. Panicking would do neither her nor the hobbits any
good.
Eomer nodded at his men, waving them forward. Willow watched
soundlessly as two horses were brought forth, Eomer presenting
Legolas and Aragorn with the reigns.
"We can lend you these," Eomer offered, a hint of compassion
in his voice. "Hopefully they were fare you better than they did
their previous owners. I hope your friends are all right."
"Where . . ."
"To the north," Eomer answered her unfinished question. "To
seek out more enemies if we can find them. I pray your journey ends
well my lady."
"You too," she mumbled, following Legolas as he moved her
over to a horse. She waited as he jumped up, allowing him to pull
her up behind him. With numbness in her bones, she wrapped her arms
around the Elf and tuned out all other stimuli. Her eyes went to the
smoke rising from the Orcs bodies. Her heart was thumping loudly in
her chest as she watched the smoke curl up in the air, fading up into
the sky.
She thought of Merry and Pippin and prayed.
Chapter Thirteen
It reeked something awful on that hill.
Willow clutched at Legolas, bringing herself closer to the
Elf. She wanted to bury her face in his back, to not have to see
what lay ahead. There was this horrible sinking feeling in her
stomach, one she didn't like at all. Desperately she prayed that her
hobbits were all right. Though, it seemed not all that likely right
now. There were tears threatening in her eyes as she thought on the
guilty look on Eomer's face. It hadn't served to increase her hope
in the least.
They all stopped, Legolas leaping off the horse in a graceful
movement. She waited for him to turn to her, helping her to the
ground carefully. He paused, horrified face staring at the sight
before them before he turned to her. She grasped his hand in hers,
her eyes going to the object of their attention.
The smouldering remains of the Orcs that took her friends.
Willow looked at the burnt pile with distaste in her eyes. The
redhead really, really hated Orcs. They were horrible creatures and
they deserved this. But if her friends got caught up in the same
fate as them well . . . Willow wasn't quite sure what she would do,
but it wouldn't be pretty.
Not in the least.
She heard the others behind her, waiting patiently for them
to start sifting through the heap of bodies because she sure as hell
wasn't going to do it. It smelled bad, and looked icky. Besides,
Willow had had enough of bodies enough in her life.
Gimli was the first to reach it, using his axe to push aside
various body parts, looking for anything. Her stomach churned at the
sight of arms and heads being tossed aside carelessly, but still she
wouldn't turn her head away. She watched, still holding onto
Legolas's hand, feeling colder and colder as the minutes ticked by.
Aragorn paced off to the side, waiting on the dwarf as well.
A mournful cry from Gimli broke her heart. She didn't even
turn to see what the dwarf held up for them to see, only hearing him
mutter something about belts. She spun around, throwing herself
completely into her Elf's arms. She buried her face in his chest,
tears starting to fall down her cheeks as she mourned for her
friends. Soft words from above caused her tears to increase, the
prayer from Legolas almost too much to bear.
A kick and roar of rage was Aragorn's contribution to the
grieving. Willow gave a gasp at the sound of his voice, ringing loud
and clear across the sky. It horrifying in its rage and heart-
breaking in the final note, trailing off into nothing.
Willow's hand went inside her cloak, clutching at the pendant
they had found only a few days ago. She had so much hope back then,
and now there was nothing left. Her friends were gone, just adding
to the ever-growing list of fallen comrades. Her heart was aching in
her chest and her throat hurt from all the crying she was doing.
She was so caught up in her grief she didn't even hear
Aragorn's first words. The redhead lifted her head, rubbing absently
at the tears on her face as she turned to regard her friend.
"What?" she demanded.
"A hobbit lay here," he repeated for her, louder than
before. "And the other here."
He pointed to the ground, waving his hand over the land
before him. Willow frowned, disentangling herself from her Elf and
making her way to stand behind Aragorn.
"How do you . . . "
"They crawled, their hands bound," Aragorn cut her off,
skittering over the ground. He stopped, hands clawing in the dirt
until they pulled a frayed cord from the dust. She felt a hope
beginning to stir in her heart, following behind the man, Legolas
right on her heels. She looked at the frayed cord, swallowing a lump
in her throat as she thought on her friends, how scared they must
have been.
"Their bonds were cut," he continued, rising to his
knees. "They ran, and were followed."
Followed? She didn't like the sounds of that at all.
"And they ran," he murmured, taking off into a light
jog. "They ran straight into.."
He stopped suddenly, causing the redhead following him to ram
into him from behind. She gave a frustrated growl, coming to stand
beside him. Legolas came to stand on her other side, mute as Aragorn
as they stared shocked at the sight before them.
"Fangorn Forest," came the breathless gasp from Gimli.
Willow frowned, looking between her companions in confusion. Her
eyes went back to the trees in front of her, not knowing really what
the big deal was. It was a forest; they had one back in Sunnydale.
Trees were generally not something to be feared.
"What madness drove them in there?" Gimli continued to mutter
in a horrified kind of voice.
"It's just a forest," Willow frowned, looking between her
companions expectantly. "Just a bunch of trees."
"This forest is old," Legolas informed. "Very old, and very
dangerous."
"What? The trees are temper-mental?" Willow giggled.
"Very much so," Aragorn answered seriously. "Or at least
that is what the stories say. We would do well to get Merry and
Pippin out of there quickly."
Willow nodded, looking back up at the forest in question.
Sure it looked creepy enough. The trees were tall and all tangled up
in one another. Leaves and vines hung all over the place, the forest
floor not dotted with even a speck of the sunlight from above. Yeah,
it was creepy, but it was still just a forest. And staring at it
wouldn't make it any less creepy or any more frightening. They had
to move.
She was the first to step forward, eyes warily trained on the
treetops as she went forward. Legolas was right at her side, placing
a hand on the small of her back as he followed her, his eyes peering
deep into the forest for the slightest signs of danger.
Only when she passed the first tree did she even begin to
understand what the others had been talking about. She stepped right
up beside it, and felt it. She felt the tree, felt its age,
feelings, and its thoughts. It had thoughts!
A gasp left her lips and the redhead back-pedaled at the last
second. Legolas was quick to wrap her up in his arms and pull her a
good distance from the woods. Aragorn and Gimli broke out into
curses and murmurs of concern. But that was all secondary to her.
Her eyes were still trained on the tree, on all of the trees. A
slight groaning noise touched her ears as she stared and Willow just
knew.
The trees were talking.
"Willow, are you all right?"
Poor Elf sounded all frightened and worried. She nodded,
slowly coming back to herself. She stepped lightly out of Legolas's
arms, eyes never leaving the forest before her.
"They're alive," she whispered faintly. "And they're pissed
beyond imagination."
"Willow?"
This came from Gimli. The dwarf was glancing up at her in
concern while shooting the forest dirty looks.
"Is it dangerous?" the dwarf questioned. Willow nodded,
swallowing a lump in her throat.
"It's very dangerous in there," the redhead confirmed. "And
our two friends are in there, defenceless."
That got not only the dwarf worried, but the others as well.
Willow squared her shoulders and marched forcefully back up to the
forest, all the while calling over her shoulder.
"Come on," she ordered. "I am not leaving Merry and Pippin
in there by themselves. They might need our help."
She heard them follow, hearing the mumbled question Gimli
asked Aragorn.
"But who will come to our aid should we come to danger in
there?"
She pretended not to hear but in her mind, she was agreeing
with the dwarf. They get in trouble in there, they were screwed.
*****
"The woods are lovely, dark, and deep . . ."
"Willow?"
The redhead started, turning to see Legolas right behind
her. She blushed, thinking over what she had said.
"It's a poem," she shrugged. "Back home, by Robert Frost. I
wished I could remember more of it, like the title. One of those
things that bother me until the end of time."
The Elf only smiled, taking her hand and squeezing it
reassuringly. She returned the squeeze, grateful for his presence.
The woods were lovely, they were dark, and they sure as hell were
deep too. But the trees were also scary as hell. The trees had
emotions, thoughts, hell they had speech! She heard and felt it all,
knowing the underlying menace of it all.
Walking among them was fraying her nerves. She kept
expecting a branch to lash out and attack one of them. In her mind's
eyes she kept imagining the trees coming to life and chasing her and
her companions through the woods. It was stupid really, but she
couldn't help but be worried about it. The trees here, they weren't
dormant. They were active, and remember what she said about them
being pissed as hell?
Gimli found something on a leaf, looking closely at it. He
rubbed some of the substance on his fingers, then bringing it up to
his tongue. His face screwed up in distaste and he spat viciously.
"Orc blood," he informed them, face set in anger. Willow
nodded, oddly wondering why on earth Gimli knew what Orc blood tasted
like. And whether or not she really wanted to.
"These trees are old," Legolas murmured, bringing her out of
her thoughts. She went to seek him out, knowing he had run off
somewhere. He was doing that a lot here, strangely at home in the
woods of psycho trees. The Elf was trotting between the trees, eyes
ever on the treetops.
"There are much memory here," he continued, before turning to
look Willow in the eye meaningfully.
"And much anger."
She only nodded, closing her eyes to feel the trees once
more. She heard the same odd groaning as before. Her friends
tensed, the sound of metal ringing letting her know they had drawn
their weapons.
"It's the trees," she informed them, eyes still closed as she
listened to the ever increasing groaning of the trees. She kept
perfectly still, trying to discern what they were saying. She heard
Aragorn telling Gimli to lower his axe. She didn't have to look to
see the dwarf was looking kind of sheepish. A small smile curved her
lips at the thought, one that fled quickly.
There was something in these woods, something other than the
trees and their anger. There was magic here, it felt almost familiar
in an odd sense.
She opened her eyes, seeking Legolas immediately. She made
her way quietly to the Elf's side, going to her tiptoes to whisper in
his ears.
"There's some magic in these woods," she whispered, so low
that only the Elf could hear it. "I think it's following us."
He nodded, clasping her hand in his own as he walked over to
where Aragorn stood, searching the forest floor for any sign of their
friends.
<Aragorn> the Elf started, leaning in close to his
companion. <We are not alone. >
Willow motioned to Gimli with her hand, the dwarf complying
silently. She idly wondered once more how she understood all the
Elvish being said around her. It never ceased to amaze her the sheer
grasp she had of the language, though she sure as hell couldn't speak
it on her own. She had tried once. It had ended badly.
Aragorn looked up from the ground, grimly nodding at
Legolas's statement.
"The White Wizard," he hissed through clenched teeth. Willow
tensed, thoughts going immediately to Saruman. If that wizard was
stupid enough to show his face anywhere near Willow, then all the
better. She was going to hex him into oblivion, and do it with a
smile on her face.
She heard her companions shuffling ever so slightly, weapons
being readied once more.
"Do not let him speak," Aragorn advised everyone. "Or he
will put a spell on you."
She felt like snorting. Put a spell on her? The old man
could sure as hell try, but it wouldn't do him any good. Probably
would only make her angrier, which wasn't going to be good for the
White Wizard.
"Now!"
She almost missed Aragorn's whispered command. The redhead
turned with the others, sensing the power before she even saw the
figure. But at the last second, she hung back, mind racing with the
presence of the power. It was really, really familiar, but it wasn't
Saruman. She knew enough by now to be able to distinguish that old
fart's power.
But her friends charged on, Legolas letting loose an arrow
and Gimli swinging his axe. But as quick as lightning, the man
hidden by the light of the sun, moved his staff to and fro, knocking
the weapons aside before they could even reach him. Aragorn's sword
began to sizzle and the man had to drop it lest his hand come to much
damage.
The figure stopped at that, staff going to rest at his side
harmlessly. The redhead stepped forward, shielding her eyes from the
bright glow shining about the man.
"You came," he spoke before she could. "You came in search
of two hobbits, did you not?"
"Yeah," she affirmed, eyes squinting as they picked up the
outline of long white hair and a long white beard. Saruman's
trademarks no doubt, but again, it wasn't him.
"Where are they?" she heard Aragorn demand.
"They met someone they did not expect to meet," the white
figure answered, a bit of amusement in his tone. "Does that help
ease your mind?"
"Who are you?" she demanded, stepping even closer to
him. "Step out of that damn light!"
There was no quirky comeback like she had been expecting.
Instead, the figure complied, stepping out of the blinding light and
into her line of vision. As he moved, he switched his white staff to
the other hand, looking down at the four warriors with humour
glinting in his eyes.
Her breath caught in her throat and she stumbled back a
step. Aragorn was the one to catch her, as awestruck as she was.
Gimli and Legolas were bowing respectfully at their feet. But Willow
couldn't make her legs work enough to either join them or even
approach the figure again.
"We saw you fall," Aragorn managed to croak, breaking the
silence of the forest. "You fell . . ."
"I did," came the confirmation. "Through fire and shadow.
Until finally I cornered the beast on the last cliff top. I struck
the monster down, the balrog falling to death over the cliff. And
then I was spent, collapsing in the snow for what seemed like years.
There, my mind began to drift, through space and time. Until
finally, I was returned to myself, returned to my body. I was sent
back to complete my mission. I come to you now, at the turn of the
tide."
Tears were spilling freely down her face at this point. She
found her legs had recovered their strength and she ventured closer
to the man before her.
"Gandalf," she spoke in a tearful tone. The man started,
turning wide grey eyes her way. A small smile broke out over his
face as he looked at her.
"Gandalf," he repeated, as if to himself. "Yes, that was my
name. I was called Gandalf the Grey."
She nodded, trying to swallow her tears as they came. The
wizard smiled kindly at her, patting her cheek in a fatherly fashion.
"I am Gandalf the White now," he confided in her. She
giggled, rolling her eyes. Way to state the obvious.
She threw her arms around his neck in the next second,
hugging him fiercely. The wizard started, standing awkwardly for a
second before letting out a few chuckles. His arms went around the
redhead, patting her back and holding her close.
"It is all right dear Lady Firelight," he murmured to
her. "Everything will be all right, but we have things to do."
She understood his not so subtle hint, releasing him and
sparing him a grin.
"You think I would be used to friends coming back from the
dead by now," she laughed. "But it always gets me, time after time."
He roared with laughter at that, wrapping an arm around her
shoulders as he stepped closer to their companions. Gimli came
forward, clasping the wizard's hand in his own.
"Gandalf," he choked out, tears in his eyes. Gandalf smiled
at the dwarf, shaking his hand slightly and then turning to Legolas.
The white wizard smiled, handing the still giddy Willow over to the
Elf. She swore she saw him wink approvingly at the Elf.
"Come," Gandalf ordered, clapping his hands together. "We
have much to do. We must make for Edoras. Saruman's eye has turned
on Rohan and the destruction of its people. We must stop him before
the final stages of this war can even begin."
And with that, he was walking swiftly through the trees, like
the bombshell of his appearance hadn't stunned the hell out of the
remaining Fellowship. Willow cleared her head and trotted after
Gandalf.
"The hobbits-" she started.
"With a friend of mine," the wizard answered abruptly. "They
are being kept safe, fear not my lady. You shall see them again, but
perhaps not as soon as you would like."
She stopped, waiting for the others to join her. She looked
to Aragorn for some sort of guidance. The man only shrugged before
trotting after Gandalf. Gimli followed him, muttering something
about finally getting out of these god-forsaken woods.
Legolas grasped her hand and tugged her along.
"Gandalf said we will see them again," he told her. "And
Gandalf keeps his word. Come then Willow, we have other things to
attend to."
The redhead nodded, jogging alongside her Elf. Her eyes went
briefly deep into the forest as they left it, thinking over what
Gandalf had said. She certainly hoped his friend kept her hobbits
safe.
Or there would be hell to pay.
*****
Chapter Fourteen
"After I'm done saving the world, I'm reinventing the
automobile."
Legolas frowned, not sure what he should say or if he should
say anything at all. His redhead seemed quite put off at the moment,
muttering about things he had never heard of in his lifetime. She
had a tendency to do that.
"I do not know what this `automobile' is, but I am assuming
it's better than riding these blasted horses all day long!" Gimli
interjected, a look of extreme distaste on the dwarf's face as he
stumbled down off his mount and made his way to Willow's side. The
redhead only nodded her head in agreement, reaching out to pet the
horse that had carried her and Legolas all the way to Edoras.
"Nothing personal, but cars don't take nearly as much time,"
the redhead whispered to the animal. "But then again, if I reinvent
the car, I have to reinvent the road system, which would just be
another big headache for everyone involved. Maybe I should just
reinvent the mountain bike or something."
"Lass, keep your head down," was the only response she got.
Willow flashed her Elf a tiny distasteful frown before complying with
Gandalf's command and pulling the hood of her cloak back over her
head.
"I don't know why I have to be all sneaky and covered like,"
the redhead murmured to Legolas. "Is it some sort of commentary on
my appearance? I mean it's not my fault if that's the case. A few
days of running around all over the countryside and only one bath to
show for it, well, it's understandable if I'm a little run down."
"You look beautiful, as always," Legolas assured her. Willow
graced him with a smile before shaking her head.
"You're such a suck up," she told him cheerfully, pausing to
press a kiss to his cheek. "But thank you. Even though I'm quite
sure that I'm just a bit stinky. But don't worry about it too much.
Aragorn's making me feel just a bit better about myself. He's way
dirtier, and don't tell him I said so, but he's also way smellier."
Legolas smiled as Willow whispered her last few sentences to
him. A quick look over her shoulder told him that Aragorn had heard
her as well. The man seemed just a bit offended, but taking a quick
look down at his form, let it go. Legolas turned back to the nervous
redhead in front of him, noting the way she was bouncing on the balls
of her feet while shooting strained looks over at the gate that
separated them from Edoras.
"Willow?" he said her cautiously, startling her just a bit as
her eyes moved away from the gate and to the Elf. "Does something
bother you?"
"You ever get those feelings?" she asked him suddenly. "Like
there's something you should know or recognize, but you can't? I
felt that way about Aragorn when I first met him, and now I've got it
again. Just looking at this place, and some of those people inside,
I feel like there's something I should see. Or maybe understand."
"You are the Lady Firelight," he reminded her gently. "You
are bound to this world, because it was once your own. Perhaps you
have been here before, seen this before."
"Maybe," Willow murmured, gazing at the gate from under the
brim of her hood. "But something tells me that there is something
else. And it probably has a lot to do with Gandalf's insistence on
me wearing this cloak and hiding my face. Of course, he can't be
bothered to tell me what that is right now, can he? You know, if I'm
the big, all powerful Lady Firelight, how come people don't tell me
things beforehand?"
"Gandalf only does what he knows is in our best interest," he
assured her, looking towards the wizard.
"I know that," Willow sighed. "I just don't like being in
the dark about certain things. Especially big things, and I know
this is big."
Legolas only nodded, straightening when Gandalf motioned for
him and Willow to join them. The Elf placed a hand on the redhead's
shoulder, giving her a smile before turning her around to follow the
wizard.
"Everything will be fine. I am sure of it."
******
Willow watched with some mild interest as everyone around her
erupted into an impromptu fistfight. Her real attention was on
Gandalf as he stood before the King of Rohan, mumbling a few soft
words to cast a spell. She wanted to go and help him. She really
wanted to go and help him. But she was under strict instructions
from Gandalf not to get involved in anything just yet.
`Just stay low for a bit lass,' the wizard had told her. `I
do not want Saruman to get a taste of your power just yet. And
besides, you are the best weapon we have right now. When the time is
right, you take off that cloak and show everyone in Rohan who you
are. We'll have them then.'
Though why everyone in Rohan would stop in their tracks just
at the sight of her dumbfounded the redhead. Yeah, she was a bit
smelly and a bit dirty. Okay, she was really dirty and more than a
bit smelly, but hey, so were Aragorn and Gimli. Legolas and Gandalf
were spotless, of course. But the mortal creatures of this group
were feeling and wearing the strain of the last few days. And back
to her point, Aragorn and Gimli were worse than her right now. And
no one in Rohan was all aghast at the sight of them. Why was she
going to be any different?
She sidestepped a flying body that came her way courtesy of
her Elf. She smiled softly as she watched her guys basically pummel
the hell out of the idiots that attacked them. Outnumbered like ten
to three, they were still kicking ass effortlessly. What a band of
heroes they were.
As the fight dwindled down, Willow moved to stand next to
Legolas, her attention on Gandalf again. The wizard was still
standing in front of King Theoden, trying desperately to break the
spell upon the man.
Willow frowned when she heard the man begin to laugh
manically, his clouded over grey eyes regarding Gandalf with a
certain amount disgust. The redhead watched him carefully, blinking
when she saw another face flash over the face of the king. Long
grizzly grey hair faded into stark white, wrinkled skin replaced with
pale almost flawless skin, grey eyes replaced with harsh but focused
dark ones. The redhead fumed silently when she made the connection.
Saruman was in control of that man.
Legolas put a hand on her shoulder, seeking to calm the
redhead. The anger was probably rolling off her body in waves right
now. Willow nodded grudgingly at the Elf's unspoken request, taking
a deep breath and calming herself. She continued to watch Gandalf
work, the only person in the room not to flinch when the wizard cast
off his cloak and showed the world his white robes.
Theoden was shocked by the revelation, gasping in shock and
trying to twist up and out of his throne. Willow watched him squirm
under Gandalf's hand, knowing that only Saruman was feeling the pain
of this. A smile began to lift the corners of her mouth. Willow
watched gleefully as Gandalf gave it to the other wizard.
"Take that you old bastard," she whispered under her breath.
A low, quick rumble from behind her told her that Legolas had found
that funny. Her attention was diverted from Gandalf for half a
second as some blonde lady came skittering into the hall. Aragorn
stopped her progress quickly, telling her to wait. Willow looked
away from the woman quickly when she heard Gandalf's voice rise.
She looked up right in time to see Gandalf slam his staff
into Theoden's forehead. The man seemed to stand still for a second
before falling forward just a bit. Willow saw another flash in front
of his face, actually seeing Saruman fade away from Theoden's system.
The blonde woman moved forward, yanking herself out of
Aragorn's grasp so she could catch Theoden before he fell right onto
his face. Both were tearful and Willow thought she heard the woman
call him `uncle'. She turned away from the family reunion, noticing
the man under Gimli's boot for the first time. It was that
Wormtongue guy that Gandalf seemed to dislike a lot.
Well, since the man had been working for Saruman, she was
inclined to agree with Gandalf. She sneered at the man for a bit,
turning to see if Gandalf was all right. He had seemed a bit winded
after the fight with Saruman but looking at him now, she could see he
was recovered. The wizard gave her a quick wink before turning back
to Theoden.
"Your hands would remember their old strength better if they
held your sword," the wizard advised. There was a hushed murmur in
the hall; you could almost feel the excitement in the air. Willow
moved aside with Legolas as one of the guards stepped forward, a
sword in his hand. He kneeled and offered the hilt to the king.
Theoden seemed lost and weak for a minute before he reached out and
grasped his sword tightly. The king withdrew the sword and raised it
high above his head.
To say that everyone was happy would be an understatement.
Willow felt a smile touch her lips almost unwillingly as she
saw the triumphant look cross Theoden's face. The man almost crowed
as he lifted his sword, basking in all the smiles and cheers from his
court.
Until his eyes fell on Wormtongue. Willow watched as the
king's eyes went from glee to murderous rage in under three seconds
flat. She stepped back, not wanting to be in Theoden's way when he
made his way to Wormtongue.
The man in question began to thrash, so much so that Gimli
bumped into another person, who in turn bumped Legolas, who in turned
bumped Willow. The redhead stumbled forward, raising her head
quickly and feeling the hood fly off her head and expose her to the
entire hall.
There was a collective gasp and then silence before finally
Theoden spoke:
"The Red Lady!"
*****
Chapter Fifteen
Willow trailed cautiously behind Eowyn, the niece of King
Theoden. The redhead was a nervous wreck, twitching at every little
sound and startling at every little shadow. Eowyn seemed to notice
her unease and offered the younger woman a reassuring smile. Willow
managed a weak smile in response, grateful when the woman turned back
around and commenced taking Willow wherever the hell she was taking
her.
Willow wasn't so sure about being alone with Eowyn right
now. Not that Eowyn was all that threatening or anything, but
still. She didn't want to be with her at this particular moment.
She would rather be in a warm room, snuggled up to her Elf and
indulging in borderline-naughty activities. She needed something
like that, the day being wracked with so much drama and action that
the redhead was damn near exhausted. Even now she couldn't quite
grasp everything that she had learned today, her mind still whirling
with the implications of it all.
Grima Wormtongue was a very bad man. And Willow meant a very
BAD man. He was a spy, for Saruman no less. That fact alone made
Willow want to hurt him a whole lot. She spent the first five
minutes after that revelation imagining several different ways of
torturing the man for information on where her hobbits were. She
knew that Merry and Pippin were more or less okay, but there was the
question of Sam and Frodo. And if Saruman had even the slightest
idea where those two were, she was going to rip it right out of his
chest.
Okay, she might still be angry with Saruman for all the
trouble that he's caused so far. But keep in mind that violence was
perfectly acceptable in these times. There was war coming after all,
violence was kind of necessary. And anything that Willow was
thinking was nothing in comparison with what some of her companions
were thinking. Take Gimli for example. Her dwarf friend was a
charming individual with a very vivid imagination. An imagination
that imagined all kinds of violence, sometimes involving hot pokers
and hammers.
Willow gave a tiny shiver when she remembered some of the
things her friend had been threatening. It was funny coming from
Gimli because she could imagine her friend doing all those things.
And he'd probably be doing them in order to show up Legolas somehow.
Honestly, those two were still fighting and competing, even now. It
was amusing at times, and downright irritating the next. She was
going to have to talk to them about it.
"Here."
The sound of Eowyn's voice startled the redhead, bringing her
out of her rather muddled thoughts. Eowyn stood next to a closed
door, her beautiful face shining with pride and awe as she looked at
Willow. And that was another thing that was bothering Willow. There
was something else going on here in Rohan, something that had a lot
to do with Willow and this `Red Lady' business that no one had
explained to her yet. Although, Willow suspected that Gandalf had
known of it way in advance, which kind of explained his desire for
Willow to keep her face hidden and out of sight during their arrival
in Edoras.
The way these people looked at Willow, it reminded her a lot
of the way that Eomer had looked at her the first time he had seen
her. Like he couldn't believe what he was seeing, that his eyes were
in some way deceiving him. But when he finally understood that he
was seeing things clearly, it was like everything that Willow did
made him stop right in his tracks. If she moved in the slightest
bit, his eyes would follow her closely, as if he was almost
mesmerized. She remembered that, and the way it made Legolas go kind
of growly and unhappy at the time. There was definitely something up
in the air and she was finally going to figure out what it was.
Now if she could make herself stop wanting to run away.
Willow took a deep breath, managing another wobbly smile for
Eowyn before joining the blonde woman before the doorway. Eowyn
beamed even brighter than before, rushing to open the door and to
usher Willow inside. The redhead allowed it, not quite understanding
what was going on until she got a good look at what was inside of
that room.
It was full of Willows.
Willow blinked, shaking her head and opening her eyes
cautiously. All she saw was her own face in return, mirrored almost
everywhere. Everywhere her eyes traveled, they found another Willow
to fall on. She was everywhere in this room.
"What is this?" the redhead asked softly, her throat on the
verge of closing up with tears. Her eyes stung and it took all her
willpower not to cry as she moved further into the room. She stepped
up the first of many statues in the room, all of them bearing her
image, running her fingers over the cold marble in wonder.
"This is our legacy," Eowyn answered from somewhere behind
her. "The legend of the Red Lady has always been a strong influence
in our country. It has since the very first days, since the time of
the Saviour."
The Saviour. It took Willow a few seconds to remember him as
Connor, Angel's son. She stepped back from the statue, letting her
eyes travel over the walls and the numerous paintings that lined
them. She always saw the same thing: herself. There were images
from her youth, even one from when she was nothing more than a baby.
There were also images of her as she was now. All of them, all of
her, just filling up this one huge room right to the very brim.
"Why?" Willow finally managed to ask. "Why all this? All
this . . .me?"
"The Red Lady was very important to our ancestors," Eowyn
responded. "She was in their art, in their literature, in their
prayers-she was everywhere. The tale is that she was once someone of
great importance to the first rulers of Rohan, someone that they lost
and continually prayed for a safe return for. So much of their lives
were spent thinking of her, lamenting her loss, and hoping for her
return that she became an integral part of Rohan itself. The Red
Lady became the symbol of hope and good in Rohan and she would remain
that way forever. As you can see, there is a striking resemblance."
Willow almost snorted at that last comment. Striking
resemblance? That was her damn it! That was her face, everywhere,
all over these walls. All because of some rulers way in the
past . . .
"Who were they?" she asked, her voice low. "Who were these
rulers that made me so famous?"
"The first king and queen of Rohan," Eowyn answered, her
voice tinged with pride. "Both warriors in their own right. It was
said because of the First Queen that we women are even allowed to
even learn to defend ourselves. The First Queen was an incomparable
woman. She had strength, agility, brains, and the skills to defeat
even all the men in this land who dared challenge her. She was
amazing, she left such a legacy-"
"Was she blonde?" Willow asked, her lips twitching upwards
into a smile. Her eyes went to Eowyn, the fair hair and perfect
complexion. Looking at the woman's blue eyes, Willow wondered why
she hadn't thought of this sooner, made the connection before. Even
now the names were on the front of her brain but she didn't want to
say them yet. She wanted to hear it first.
"Her hair was very fair," Eowyn replied. "Most of the women
in our royal line were blessed with hair as beautiful as the First
Queen's."
"Uh-huh," Willow nodded, a smile threatening to come over her
features. "What was the name of the First Queen?"
Eowyn filled up with even more pride at the question, her
eyes sparkling with joy as she answered Willow's question.
"Queen Buffy, lady of King Riley, and first rulers of the
land of Rohan."
Thought so.
"And your return is a great thing my lady," Eowyn continued,
her face openly warm as she looked at the redheaded woman. "Just
with your presence you have lifted the spirits of those within our
country. Now that the Red Lady has returned, perhaps Rohan will
recover its fighting spirit once more."
Willow grinned, her eyes teary as she looked at a portrait of
herself at sixteen.
"I certainly hope so."
*****
Chapter Sixteen
"It didn't occur to you to just tell me."
Gandalf gave the slightly irritated redhead in front of him a
smile. Willow frowned back at him, firm in her resolve to be angry
with the wizard. But his smile was so wide and mischievous, she
found herself giving into its infectious charm . . .
"Stop that!" she snapped, blinking a few times to clear all
of that away from her system. Willow folded her arms across her
chest and glared darkly at the white wizard.
"You should have told me," she repeated.
"I thought perhaps it would be better to keep your identity a
secret when we entered the walls of Edoras," Gandalf shrugged, his
eyes apologetic but still dancing with mischief at the same
time. "In case we were in need of a sudden shock or surprise for our
enemies. Surely you noticed how once your face was seen, the entire
hall paused in shock."
"Yeah, kind of creepy if you ask me," Willow muttered, trying
to give him another glare but failing. "But that still doesn't
explain why you didn't tell me at least."
"I thought it would be a nice surprise," Gandalf pardoned
himself. "Did it not warm your heart to learn of the story? To
discover the heritage of Rohan?"
"That's not the point," Willow insisted.
"Then what is?"
"You're infuriating!" the redhead pouted. "When this is all
over, you're going to get it from me big time."
Gandalf smiled once more, rising from his seat and patting
Willow on her shoulder on his way out of the room.
"Get some rest my lady," he advised her. "Tomorrow there
will be much to get done. I believe we still have some things to
discuss. A lot happened during my absence."
"You can say that again," Willow murmured, thinking back over
the past few weeks. They lost Gandalf, lost Boromir, lost track of
all four hobbits, and to top it all off, Willow got visited by the
Big Bad himself-Sauron. And add onto that happy news, she knew
Sauron and Sauron knew her. That meant somewhere in her past in
Sunnydale, before Middle Earth, before Connor-she had met up with
Sauron before.
And it was just her luck that he could be just about anyone.
After all, how many evil people did she meet during her time on the
Hellmouth?
"Willow?"
"Hmm?" the redhead blinked, finding Gandalf still standing
next to her, a smile on his face.
"Go get some sleep child," he advised her, a kind smile on
his face. "I dare say you have earned a good night's rest."
"You got that right," Willow agreed. She smiled at the
wizard and bade him good night before turning around and heading back
to the room she had been provided with. Now that she thought about
it, she was pretty tired. Over a week of running around and
generally being thrown from one emotional Rolla coaster to the next
really did take a lot of a person.
Gandalf was right. She needed to sleep.
*****
"Is it how you remember?"
Willow frowned, looking around in the darkness to find the
source of the voice calling to her. She moved forward a bit,
hesitant in her step, as there was nothing around her for her to
see. There was endless black, so much so that she wasn't even sure
if there was solid ground underneath her feet. She had a flash back
to all those cartoons she used to watch with Xander. Stubbornly, she
refused to look down to check to see if there was something
underneath her lest she become like the cartoon and fall endlessly.
Stupid fear, but she was in No Man's Land right now. She couldn't
afford to be anything but cautious.
The redhead took tentative steps forwards, her hands
outstretched in front of her. The endless black was creeping her
out, along with the knowledge that there was someone there with her.
She felt their presence, had heard them speak to her just seconds
before. Was what like she remembered? This wasn't making any sense.
Her hands hit metal so suddenly she had to grab the object
quickly and firmly to keep from stumbling backwards. Amazed, she
leaned forward to see what it was she had fallen upon. Willow became
increasingly more confused as she looked down at a metal railing in
her hands, wondering what on earth that was doing there.
Then all at once, the black seemed to fade away to provide
her with a full view of where she was. It began with the railing,
the metal rail extending farther out as she followed it with her
eyes. Only once she saw it was attached to a staircase did Willow
look up, watching as the black fled from her sight. Walls, corners,
lights, stairs, walkways, people, music, and a slew of other stimuli
hit her all at once. Willow wrinkled her nose in distaste as the
distinct scent of cigarette smoke hit her nose. She hadn't smelled
that particular odour in a long while.
Her heart gave a tiny pang as she remembered Spike suddenly.
Spike always smelled of cigarette smoke. It clung to him, just like
the scent of leather and a bit of dirt. It was all rolled together
to become this unique musk that wasn't disgusting in the least.
Sounds were next to fill her senses. She heard the slight
murmur of voices along with the occasional sounds of moving furniture
and the opening of doors. But all of it was overwhelmed by the
steady pulse of music, resounding off the walls of the
establishment. Willow looked around her, blinking when lights
suddenly hit her eyes. The lights moved away after a bit, allowing
the redhead to clear her vision before looking back down at what was
going on beneath her.
She was shocked into outright silence. It was the Bronze.
It was the Bronze, just as the last time she had seen it. The newly
constructed bar and walkway, the new décor, but all the same people.
Teenagers mingling with older people, trying in vain to get the bar
to serve them drinks. A band stood up on the stage, the lead singer
a female with blonde hair with blue streaks. Her voice was strong as
she belted out lyrics in tune with the music of her band mates. But
for some reason, Willow couldn't understand her words clearly. The
song was lost on her even though Willow was certain she had heard it
somewhere before.
"What is this?" she murmured, her voice taking on a panicked
tinge. She looked left and right, seeing the club she had frequented
for the last seven years of her life.
"Is it how you remember?" the voice came again, reminding her
that she wasn't as alone as she thought she was. Willow spun around,
searching the dark corners of the catwalk in vain, trying to locate
the person here with her. She knew that this was all some sort of
dream. But what worried her the most was the fact that it was
obvious that she wasn't the one in control of it.
"Who's there?" she demanded, making her voice strong and
defiant. There wasn't any sort of answer. Willow felt her
irritation grow threefold, placing her hands on her hips and glaring
into the dark around her.
"Show yourself!" she commanded. "Who are you? Why are you
here? I demand you show yourself!"
"Such words," came the chuckling response. "Such fire. Just
the way I remember you. A sweet little creature, until provoked.
That's when things would get really interesting."
"Where are you?" Willow screeched, ignoring their words for
now. She spun back around, looking over the edge of the railing for
her mysterious visitor. She couldn't find a trace of whoever it was,
though the voice sounded decisively male.
Arms encircled her from behind while she attempted to find
this person. She jumped and then tried to struggle her way out of
his grip. But the arms held on tight, she could not even move in
such a way as to see who was confining her.
"Let me go," she ordered out through clenched teeth. There
was only laughter in response again.
"Have you figured it out yet?" her captor hissed in her
ear. "Do you know who I am? Who I was?"
Realization dawned quickly on the redhead and she renewed her
struggles to free herself. She slumped in defeat shortly thereafter,
a dark look passing over her features.
"Sauron," she practically spat out. "So you've found a way
into my head. Ain't going to last out the night, I hope you realize
that."
"I wouldn't be all that surprised," was the nonchalant
response. "After all, you are incredibly powerful. In fact, you
seem to be getting more and more powerful as the days tick by. Makes
me wonder . . ."
"You mean it makes you afraid," Willow snorted
unimpressively. "Isn't that why you're here?"
The arms holding her tightened just a bit, causing the
redhead to give a surprised gasp. Her ribs gave a tiny moan of
protest and the redhead felt herself rise up to her tiptoes in a vain
attempt to alleviate the pain.
"I've faced armies of men and Elves, all at my door demanding
my head, do you seriously think that you could frighten me?"
"Yeah," Willow managed to gasp, wincing under the pressure
being applied to her body. "Because if I didn't, why else would you
be here?"
He paused, his arms relaxing in her grip of her midsection.
The redhead sighed in relief, sagging forward in the arms of her
captor. She tried once again to get herself out of his embrace but
failed. The redhead was frustrated, standing firmly on her own two
feet before trying a different approach.
"Aren't you going to reveal the shocking secret of your
identity yet?" she asked, her tone carrying a carefully constructed
shade of boredom. Her words did nothing but illicit more laughter
from her captor.
"You know, I always liked you," came the subsequent
revelation. "You were always so different from the rest. A human
that wouldn't conform to the way others of her kind behaved. Even
when you were young and weak, you wouldn't be like the rest. You
wouldn't be the way that Cordelia wanted you to be."
"Cordelia wanted to torment me," Willow retorted. "I was her
victim for a long time. And how do you know all this anyway? You
sound as if you've known me all my life."
"Not all your life," came the reply. "But most of my time on
Earth. I wasn't born like regular humans. I was `fallen' if you
listen to the prattle of the rest. I didn't want to serve the grand
purpose or whatever else others of my kind were doing. I wanted to
live, to be like the humans, to indulge in the all the pleasures that
they did. But everyone else desired that I turn away from that, to
fulfill my duty and end up like that Gandalf sap. Well, to hell with
what others wanted! I came here, to this Hellmouth, intent on hiding
myself from those who would seek me by means of its dark magic. It
worked for a long while. I was the human that all humans wanted to
be. Physically attractive, strong, athletic, desirable to the other
sex- I had everything!"
"So why the Dark Lord adoption?" Willow sneered. "Why not
stay the human superstar or whatever?"
"Because the option was taken from me!" he roared, shaking
her quite a bit. "I didn't have much of a choice after that
confounded brat, the Saviour, bond all the realms. He made the
Hellmouth null and void! I had no where left to hide, had no choice
but to reveal myself for what I really was."
"Poor baby," Willow snorted. "Had to face his
responsibilities. Poor little Lord of Darkness."
"You mock me!" the arms intensified their hold around her
middle. "You don't understand yet do you Willow? I am not someone
to be taken lightly! You will not succeed in any of this. The
Fellowship failed, the rest will fail as well!"
"And you would feel just awful if that happened right?"
Willow rolled her eyes. "That's why you feel the need to warn me
from the wrong path, right? I'm waiting on the part where you offer
me a place in your hierarchy of evil."
"You shouldn't treat the offer so flippantly," he growled in
her ear. "I would hate to see an old friend fall so foolishly."
"'Old friend'," Willow repeated. "I doubt we were ever
friends."
"I wouldn't be so sure about that . . ." he murmured. Willow
frowned at that, surprised when his arms finally eased around her
middle. She turned around suddenly, catching a glimpse of his face
before he melted back into the background.
"It can't be-"
Her words were cut off as the sounds and sights of the Bronze
were ripped away. Willow barely had time to scream before she thrust
right back into the waking world . . .
*****
"Willow!"
The redhead opened her eyes to find Legolas next to her,
concern all over his face. Willow took a deep breath, taking stock
of her condition. She was sweaty and her heart was going a mile a
minute. Legolas stayed at her side, obviously worried.
Willow brushed off his concern and his questions, jumping out
of her bed and racing out the doors. Legolas was right on her heels,
his confusion evident. The redhead just kept running, through the
halls and into the place where she finally found Gandalf. The wizard
sat in his quarters, a book open in front of him as he looked up to
see who entered his room.
"Willow?" he ventured, but Willow shook her head,
interrupting him before he could get any further. The redhead was
very distressed, but at the same time very confused. She couldn't
formulate the right words to express her confusion. Sauron was not
the person she expected him to be. He was the last person she
expected him to be.
"Percy?!"
*****